looking through my past years photos that i had. deleted quite a number of them. but some of them just refreshed my memories. (:


saw quite a couple of wallpapers of my favourite flowers. took a long look. and still... found out that i still love them.

Boyfriends are like flowers to ladies i guess. they always know how to make us happy. no matter how similar they look. no matter how little changes they make. we never get sick of them. but an additional beautiful packaging will be a PLUS-POINT.

who cares about how realistic we are. no matter how much we deny that flowers are unpractical stuffs. we still long to receive them. similarly. we love to be SINGLE. but we must face the fact that we would want to have a boyfriend by our side. to stay with us. to accompany. to destroy the emptiness we feel. once in a while.

sadly. flowers weep. but they will survive if we appreciate them. take good care of them. i believe that we should also put in as much effort as we can in a relationship to make it blossom. if we don't. it will die off. just like how flowers weep.

idiot-ly. sometimes. no matter how much effort we put in. the flowers may still die. just like how boyfriends do not appreciate their sweethearts. shit them.

(:



okie. random post. i guess i just want to find an excuse to post my favourite flowers. these are the original pictures that i saved in my computer. my all-time favourite...

i have a reason to start a post like this. (: i have no idea what happen. but i am acting more and more like a small girl. and things that happened around me are those that will happen to small kids. and they will get scared of. haha.

{ fairytales }

remember all the childhood cartoons you have watched.? Aladdin and stuffs.? i have been watching them these few days.!

watched -Pocahontas- -Lion King 3- -Joseph: The King of Dreams- -Mulan 2- for the first time. very sweet cartoons. i think that they were very educating. hehe.

re-watched -Aladdin . still think that it is freaking nice. haha.

really no harm becoming a child again and think the way a child does. believing that fairytales do happen. and guess what. probably in our lives. the only thing that is lacking is innocence.

(:

{ nightmares }

for consecutive days. i kept having dreams-full nights. taking yesterday night as an example. Woooo... it was the worst!

i dreamt that my block of flat was haunted. even in my house. then everyone in my family saw the ghost. except for me. weird thing is the ghost in my house was an indian. my house always have a lot of people around. filled with little children. the ghost got irritated and went off to other household.

goosebumps ran down my spine when i woke up. almost could not went back to sleep.

well. bad dreams need to be mentioned out so that it will not happen. so here i am. telling EVERYONE.

Happy Birthday to Qin9yun.
Happy Birthday to me. "
(:

- song of the day-

my answer is. i miss him a lot A LOT A LOT. haha.

stupid {sha 9ua}. go malaysia and left me alone to fend for myself. QI SI REN LE! nevermind. luckily i have my friends with me............... ARGH.

a little bit blur blur and gong gong now. drank a little. haha. i have my limits. must be obedient even when {sha 9ua} is not here. (:

`hui shi `yien `masam `bryan here @ my house.

{ TMNT Movie. }

watched the movie today with `joseph. haha. a movie that he always wanted to watch. well. you know guys..... muahaha. i will definitely watch spiderman 3 with him anyway.

not bad an anime. pretty interesting storyline i should say. made me laugh at times. especially the orange turtle. michael......something.

going shopping with`hui shi soon. she sounded so dead on phone just now. so don't think it would be tommorrow. most likely to be on thursday. TAKE SOME REST BABE.

nonsense post. posted for the sake of posting. waiting for `snow to come. she'll be at my house for the night!