Wednesday, March 29, 2006
你消失的一百天，我没了笑脸怕别人看见。我敏感的神经线，一点一点没知觉
泛红双眼不成眠，它跟着我一整夜。
麻痹的脸特效药也无解。
才发现，我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节。
oh过敏源是对你的思念。
我想我才了解，我正停格在爱情过敏的季节。
季节没改变是想念没断线。
我想我才发现，感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界。
oh过敏源是为你流的泪。
我想我才了解，就算用尽了力气也未必如愿。
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸。
季节一直变，但我的心没有变。
你消失的一百天，我没了笑脸，没知觉。
Song By: 杨丞琳 --- 过敏
i had a very fulfilling days behind. it was rushing from one place to another. shouting. playing. running. (:
{ the young kids' camp }
went to pasir ris camp during the weekends. it is rather entertaining & i feel positive about it.
the kids are cute & very polite orhs. only some of them are really very hyper active. we are too old le. cannot catch up with their paces.
the nights are fun because got `wen de & co. for entertainment. very long never gather with everyone there. but haiyo. this camp `kai ling is absent. if not it will be quan jia tuan yuan le. nevermind. we have more activities ahead i believe.
because i have to work in the weekends too. therefore. i practically took cabs from one place to another. imagine how much precious money i wasted on cabs.? uncles. you are have to feel fortunate because i rarely take cabs down to anywhere. esp. when it is from an end of singapore to the other. (pasir ris to town which costed me 15 bucks.)
my colleague `allen said that i am so stupid. go do something which you will not get anything back in return. he admits that he is too realistic.
what can i reply.? " i want to do as much as i can before i become so realistic like him." that is my answer & i mean it.
{ plan to pulau redang }
okie. i am going overseas le. not too far. but it is malaysia. cannot blame me ma. i going with friend lei. not with family. not bad le.
going with `hui shi. beach resort. can go snorkeling. feel the sun. enjoy breeze. see the clear blur water. so excited about it. even she cannot stand me.
we are going to take a lot of photos. i cannot imagine how tan i will get if i go there. haha.
gtg le. sleeping soon le.
{ the young kids' camp }
went to pasir ris camp during the weekends. it is rather entertaining & i feel positive about it.
the kids are cute & very polite orhs. only some of them are really very hyper active. we are too old le. cannot catch up with their paces.
the nights are fun because got `wen de & co. for entertainment. very long never gather with everyone there. but haiyo. this camp `kai ling is absent. if not it will be quan jia tuan yuan le. nevermind. we have more activities ahead i believe.
because i have to work in the weekends too. therefore. i practically took cabs from one place to another. imagine how much precious money i wasted on cabs.? uncles. you are have to feel fortunate because i rarely take cabs down to anywhere. esp. when it is from an end of singapore to the other. (pasir ris to town which costed me 15 bucks.)
my colleague `allen said that i am so stupid. go do something which you will not get anything back in return. he admits that he is too realistic.
what can i reply.? " i want to do as much as i can before i become so realistic like him." that is my answer & i mean it.
{ plan to pulau redang }
okie. i am going overseas le. not too far. but it is malaysia. cannot blame me ma. i going with friend lei. not with family. not bad le.
going with `hui shi. beach resort. can go snorkeling. feel the sun. enjoy breeze. see the clear blur water. so excited about it. even she cannot stand me.
we are going to take a lot of photos. i cannot imagine how tan i will get if i go there. haha.
gtg le. sleeping soon le.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
this is going to be a very exciting post. for me la. cause. i still cannot believe everything that i encountered today.never in my life will i imagine that i will see someone who acted in shows; whom i have been watching in the morning before i go to work. yes. i saw 立威廉. argh!! i am still so excited.
ya. he is the one who acted in 绿光森林 & 天国的嫁衣. the singaporean WILLIAM i have mentioned in my previous post.
my manager so cute. she walked up to me & said: " i think that guy looks like 立威廉." so i just followed her & check it out. well, she will definitely tell me cus i am very into 绿光森林 these days.
so i walked up and see. okie. he looks like HIM. i told my colleague. i see him at the 2nd time. i told myself. HE IS HIM ar..!! then before i know. he smiled at ME!!! oh gosh. he smiled at me twice. inside my shop. & next outside my shop.
ya. he is freaking handsome. really very good looking i must say.
not long later. i saw `wei jian & `leon walked past my shop. `wei jian is wearing the top he bought from my shop lor. but i never react so much. cause. haha. they are normal as compared to 立威廉. i mean. he is supposed to be in taiwan. then i am watching his VCDs these few days. can you understand how excited i am.?!
few minutes later. i think i saw a lady from 明星偶像. but i donoh her name. my colleague saw fiona xie downstairs in far east.
so in the nutshell: celebrities like to go out on WEDNESDAY. lol.
{a summarised conversation from 绿光森林}
“我很感谢上天给了我一个王子和骑士。说我自私也好。虽然我选择了王子，但，我还是希望骑士还会在我身旁保护着我。”
Monday, March 20, 2006
不知道为什么，我决定以华语来写我的感想。今天观看了 《人鱼朵朵》。并非有我想象中的好。甚至让我有一些些失望。太过于梦幻，只会反映出这些感人的画面有多么的不真实，多么的遥远。
幸福的画挂不上，代表他们不能拥有幸福。
漂亮的窗帘盖不上，代表他们所拥有的幸福会随时飞走。
梦幻中却带着一点点现实。人就不能就只有梦幻的思想吗？
故事采取了《小王子》里的盒子。从盒子里看着自己的幸福。似乎在告诉我们，自己的幸福永远都会藏在盒子里，只等着我们发现它们，直视着它们。
done. i have finish a number of VCDs within like only 3 days.? wow. it is quite a lot.
{ new man }
hahaz.x. strange topic. but i just cannot think of any other title. i rushing for time also.
i just finished watching 绿光森林 green green forest, my home. it is quite nice i think. very touching and oh my god. very romantic. not realistic though.
don't wanna talk about the story here. but hey. the school is very very nice if i must say.
AND!!! the main thing is. the main actor is very good-looking. i bet a lot of people watch because of the casts. 阮经天 & the singaporean william is very gentleman looking orh.
but prefered 阮经天 more. maybe because of his role. very sincere and ya. you know the kinda role that will wait for the girl. help her find her happiness. sacrifice for her. ya. so you will know. i mean. everyone pity that role. me too. so chi xing de man. who don't wan. lol.
than all my colleagues keep asking me who is he. when i say the name. they all. 'Aiyo. him ar.?' lol. okie. my colleagues know a lot of taiwan artistes. what surprises me is. 阮经天，郑元畅，贺军翔 are all very good friends. coincidentally. i watched the threesome's show at about the same time. lol.
but if i have to judge. i like 恶作剧之吻 most then 绿光森林 and 恶魔在身边 last.
i want the soundtrack!!!!!!!
okie. boring post.
{ chocolate Fondue }
went to suntec yesterday with `hui shi. ate chocolate fondue again. so nice lor. i like.
took a couple of photos. posting up soon le. lol.
sorrie. ended abruptly. cus i rushing. bye.
{ new man }
hahaz.x. strange topic. but i just cannot think of any other title. i rushing for time also.
i just finished watching 绿光森林 green green forest, my home. it is quite nice i think. very touching and oh my god. very romantic. not realistic though.
don't wanna talk about the story here. but hey. the school is very very nice if i must say.
AND!!! the main thing is. the main actor is very good-looking. i bet a lot of people watch because of the casts. 阮经天 & the singaporean william is very gentleman looking orh.
but prefered 阮经天 more. maybe because of his role. very sincere and ya. you know the kinda role that will wait for the girl. help her find her happiness. sacrifice for her. ya. so you will know. i mean. everyone pity that role. me too. so chi xing de man. who don't wan. lol.
than all my colleagues keep asking me who is he. when i say the name. they all. 'Aiyo. him ar.?' lol. okie. my colleagues know a lot of taiwan artistes. what surprises me is. 阮经天，郑元畅，贺军翔 are all very good friends. coincidentally. i watched the threesome's show at about the same time. lol.
but if i have to judge. i like 恶作剧之吻 most then 绿光森林 and 恶魔在身边 last.
i want the soundtrack!!!!!!!
okie. boring post.
{ chocolate Fondue }
went to suntec yesterday with `hui shi. ate chocolate fondue again. so nice lor. i like.
took a couple of photos. posting up soon le. lol.
sorrie. ended abruptly. cus i rushing. bye.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
* gathering can be real fun.
just sitting by the beach.
& talk about our life
even when it is so not interesting. *
- advice of the day -
just sitting by the beach.
& talk about our life
even when it is so not interesting. *
- advice of the day -
{ sun burn-ed }
okie. i am so red and hot on my shoulders and arms. pulau ubin was so freaking fun i must say. the 2 days of cycling can burn the fats out of me. but no use anyway. i ate quite a lot after the Ubin trip at chomp chomp.
it was a fulfilling monday and tuesday. & of course not to forget wednesday.
went to pasir ris beach with `melody `kai `mau for picnic. it is so special and nice. the weather was just so fantastic & perfect. not TOO sunny. windy in fact. we don't get to see the sun set. but we got to see MOON RISING. it is so B...BEAUTIFUL.
then `wende `melvyn `chong soon came. ya. funny as usual. they just won't fail to make us laugh. tommorrow got S.C.S. so we will get to see them again anyway. (:
{ a song that i like. }
it has been a long time since i post a song lyric. hmmm. here it goes:
是哪一顆星星，掌管爱情的事。
往哪個方向指，爱才能真实？
你最近的样子，总是很多心事。
你的爱就像是 一个没说完的句子。
沒有人不会变，我已经懂事。
但是请你 真心的爱我一次。
两个人的世界，原来不是那样子。
爱这一次 就可以解释。
最后爱情是怎么一回事？
两个爱过的人变得 不认识。
谁来急救 没有感觉的彼此？
我在你的心中 沒有了位子。
到底爱情是怎么一回事？
太多的故事 结局都是如此。
在每一个 沒有星星的日子，
往哪里指 都是你 影子。
Song By: Sweety --- 爱是怎么一回事
heard from `melody's mp3. last time. as in long long time ago i heard about this music le.
like it quite a lot. in the end. i cannot find the song. & thus forgotten all about this song. fall in love with this song once again. i am definitely going to find this song. ask her to send me.
i have not done any reflection on my blog for a long time. because i think it is better to leave some things unsaid.
just start to wonder. is it really that wonderful to start a relationship.?
yes. indeed. we can get two strangers together & spent their times with one another. but i think it is more hurtful to separate both of them with any typical kinda reasons. there is no reason for you to fall in love. but there is also no perfect reasons for separation ba.
sometimes. i just cannot understand. there are 2 persons who are so madly in love with one another initially. but i just don't get it how can these 2 persons become strangers just so easily when they know that they shared so many freaking beautiful memories before.? how can they just pretend that nothing happened between them when they were once so..... inseparable.?
there is so many things about love that i don't get it. but till now. no one had given me a perfect & acceptable answer to it.
i dare not say that i am experienced in this special thing. but i went through it before. i experienced & felt it personally before. but i still don't get the hold out of it.
maybe. a thing that is more difficult than any toughest maths question or challenging science experiment. is love.
no matter how much you practise or how smart you are. you will not be able to learn it.
okie. i am so red and hot on my shoulders and arms. pulau ubin was so freaking fun i must say. the 2 days of cycling can burn the fats out of me. but no use anyway. i ate quite a lot after the Ubin trip at chomp chomp.
it was a fulfilling monday and tuesday. & of course not to forget wednesday.
went to pasir ris beach with `melody `kai `mau for picnic. it is so special and nice. the weather was just so fantastic & perfect. not TOO sunny. windy in fact. we don't get to see the sun set. but we got to see MOON RISING. it is so B...BEAUTIFUL.
then `wende `melvyn `chong soon came. ya. funny as usual. they just won't fail to make us laugh. tommorrow got S.C.S. so we will get to see them again anyway. (:
{ a song that i like. }
it has been a long time since i post a song lyric. hmmm. here it goes:
是哪一顆星星，掌管爱情的事。
往哪個方向指，爱才能真实？
你最近的样子，总是很多心事。
你的爱就像是 一个没说完的句子。
沒有人不会变，我已经懂事。
但是请你 真心的爱我一次。
两个人的世界，原来不是那样子。
爱这一次 就可以解释。
最后爱情是怎么一回事？
两个爱过的人变得 不认识。
谁来急救 没有感觉的彼此？
我在你的心中 沒有了位子。
到底爱情是怎么一回事？
太多的故事 结局都是如此。
在每一个 沒有星星的日子，
往哪里指 都是你 影子。
Song By: Sweety --- 爱是怎么一回事
heard from `melody's mp3. last time. as in long long time ago i heard about this music le.
like it quite a lot. in the end. i cannot find the song. & thus forgotten all about this song. fall in love with this song once again. i am definitely going to find this song. ask her to send me.
i have not done any reflection on my blog for a long time. because i think it is better to leave some things unsaid.
just start to wonder. is it really that wonderful to start a relationship.?
yes. indeed. we can get two strangers together & spent their times with one another. but i think it is more hurtful to separate both of them with any typical kinda reasons. there is no reason for you to fall in love. but there is also no perfect reasons for separation ba.
sometimes. i just cannot understand. there are 2 persons who are so madly in love with one another initially. but i just don't get it how can these 2 persons become strangers just so easily when they know that they shared so many freaking beautiful memories before.? how can they just pretend that nothing happened between them when they were once so..... inseparable.?
there is so many things about love that i don't get it. but till now. no one had given me a perfect & acceptable answer to it.
i dare not say that i am experienced in this special thing. but i went through it before. i experienced & felt it personally before. but i still don't get the hold out of it.
maybe. a thing that is more difficult than any toughest maths question or challenging science experiment. is love.
no matter how much you practise or how smart you are. you will not be able to learn it.
Monday, March 13, 2006
okie. it seems to me now that i have a lot of things to write. but i have a feeling. i am going to forget them any second now. idiot.{ walk the line }
i watched this special movie with `hui shi in a rushing manner. other than perhaps. love. this is the another show that i find it musically nice. ha.
music. sweet. romantic. ear-fulfilling. eye-catching. deserves the oscar academy attention for witherspoon. perfect casts. beautiful soundtracks. fantastic recalls of the 60s i think. nice retro fashion.
the songs they sing are so mesmerising. make me want to dance along with the music right on the spot in the cinema. just that...you know. i still need to face people. and there is someone innocent sitting beside me. cannot make her feel so embarassed.
frankly. i have no idea that i can get to watch this show. because it has been played for a long time. i thought i will miss it. well. i am quite into OSCAR that week. wanted to watch the winning movies. but. hey.? young adults who are less than 18 years old will not help the movie world to earn money huh.? all the good shows are all M18 & worse still. R21. there goes brokeback mountain. munich. crash. idiot.
back to what happen that day. were supposed to watch my girl & i. but the time slots were so not-into-our-time. so ya. bought the tickets for that wonderful show which had started 10 mins already. `hui shi had no idea what show she is watching when she went in anyway.
so in conclusion: we didn't get to watch MY GIRL & I which i wanted so badly to watch.
{ summer time with chocolate. cheese. pasta. }
it has been summer for a long time in singapore. but this is quite the first time in which i have such a long holiday. really ran out of ideas to play and enjoy.
went swimming. going picnic on wednesday with `melody & co. going PULAU UBIN free and easy camping with `huishi & family later. i believe it is going to be real fun. just hope that i will not have back ache again. and the special days of the month for the ladies will not come and disturb me. okie. stop being disgusting.
went to eat chocolate fordue (correct spelling.?) with `minty min & `hui shi some days back. it is so freaking yummy & nice. but real sweet ya.? the atmosphere at the restuarant is nice i think.
just ate NYDC with `adrian yesterday night after work. i am so full. we order quite a lot though. even the waiter asked 'so much ar.?' well. i am there with someone who claimed to be a good eater WHO in the end ended up eating less than i do. a man somemore.
we played with the waiter and he is real cute. he thought that me and `adrian were ELDER sister & YOUNGER brother. fantastic. in the end. so he know i am younger. and we are just friends.
{ nothing special }
my life is quite in a mono-tone. all linger around family & friends. contented still.
but you know. sometimes you just need some things to spice up your life. maybe like what `min say. i cannot remain free & single. okie. she is a realistic friend who says things which hit you right on the head. that's what make her so special ya.? girl, i am praising you. again.
so `zhen. i need you to introduce guys to me k.? hahaz.x. stop being a despo.
`snow. you are so extra. start school at 10. so poor thing. jia you at sentosa. (:
the rest also add oil k.? `eve `zhen `kelly `boon `si hui `melody `kai & the names goes on....
okie. i am done with the talking and crapping. so don't miss my post already k.? i think i fulfilled the desires of my friends. but. somehow. i think the post today is so not like `qin9yun. bye. i go pack my stuffs le.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
ok. there is just some problem with me. normally i didn't feel like bloggin9. but once i see `minty min 's blo9. i just feel like blogging le. see. `min. u make some difference. lol.{ postin9}
okie. i've 9ot my postin9 results. & luckily.
i 9ot into my first choice. Leisure & Resort Mana9ment @ TP.
totally have no idea how's life is 9oin9 to be there. but am feelin9 so fortunate that `huishi & `snow are at the same scho0l as me. TP School of Business. & `minty min is @ TP also. but different course thou9h.
anyway. it is quite qiao la. yien they all the 9uys all went to SP. then we all 9irls like all 9o to TP. all somewhere tampines area. so. no worries. can meet up still...
9o0d luck to me.
{ xiao jia lin9's birthday party }
it seems to turn to our own party instead anyway. 12+ people were there. shall not name all of them. it will be a lot. lol.
hmmm. thou9h i have just a small tinny weeny little ro0m. but i just like the feelin9 when my whole ro0m is packed with friends. it is just so.....wen xin..... thou9h it may be very hot & smelly at times. but i just loved the kui seoul-in9. (:
later in the ni9ht. 9uys went home. 3 funny 9uys came. played heart attack which is freakin9 funny. shouldn't elaborate. 9o visit `minty min's blo9.
{ sin9in9 }
okie. went k-box with my collea9ues to9ether with `huishi. wow..
it was so fun. i like. i lau9hed the fats out of me. haha. `allen sin9s so bin9o lor. me & `huishi were about to be mesmerised by him. correct word.?
P.S. tommorrow 9oin9 swimmin9. can't wait. & i am hun9ry now. i wanna slp too.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
{ chan9i airport }went to chan9i airport on monday with `hui shi. nonsense la. 9o all the way there to eat swensens. lol.
it was fun la. just like the atmosphere there.
somemore that ni9ht i become a detective. so fun. didn't noi that `hui shi will end up in this pathetic state. so excitin9.
watched final destination 3 that day anyway. ok. all the death scenes i did not dare to watch thou9h. but the main male actor quite 9o0d-lo0kin9 ya.?
die in the end. everyone die. fantastic. expected from the show anyway.
{ tuition }
9ot 2 jobs on my hand. ya. 9ivin9 tuition le. wanted to 9ive primary scho0l kids only de. cus won't be as stressed up ba. in the end.
i am 9oin9 to teach a sec 2 nei9hbour. in my quite-cannot-make-it subject MATHS. wow. i have to do my homework le. hahaz.x.
wish me luck ba. jia you!!!