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躲避不一定躲得过。。
面对不一定最难受。。
孤单不一定不快乐。。
得到不一定能长久。。
失去不一定不再有。。
转身不一定最软弱。。
别急着说别无选择。。
别以为世上只有对与错。。
许多事情的答案不是只有一个。。
所以我们永远有路可以走。。
你能有个理由难过。。。
也有理由快乐。。！

* 失去了..就永远得不回来...
结束了...就再也不会有新的开始..
过去的..就不可能回到现在..*

althou9h it is painful and hurtful to end a relationship...

budden since the path had been taken..then walk on & try not to bother bout it animore..

cuz..you will be the one hurtin9..& at the same time..you are hurtin9 the person you end the relationship wit..

why hold onto someone who is not worth it..?

she will onli be a burden on ya way of findin9 ya new happiness..

let her 9o & 9o on wit ya life..

wad past is already over..no matter how much you re9ret..it will not be the same a9ain..

to you..it mi9ht be useless le..thinkin9 that witout her..you wont be able to 9o on..

budden don care bout her animore..9o on wit ya life..

*selfish* may not always be bad..

请你就自私那么一次..别再为她着想了..

you have someone out there fer u..so treasure her..don miss a chance..

plz for9et bout the past & move on..

keep onli the sweet memories in the bottom of ya heart..& for9et bout the hurt u felt..before..

this way..you will be happier..& the 9al who u end the relationsip wit..will be happi fer u too..

*谢谢你的关怀与爱护..但是..我已没有资格再拥有了..*==>this is wad the 9al feeling now ba..?

P.S..你知道我指的人就是你吗?..

*..I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
There is something left in my head..*

~失去的不可以再挽回了..~

everyone had lost their loved ones before..noone nv..

some ppl may feel sad & cried over it..but some mi9ht think tat..'hey..it's better that he disappear..'& lau9hed when they lose him..

budden by the end of the day..will they re9ret..?

~世上最痛苦的感受就是后悔~

we nv noi how much we need tat person until he is 9one..

be it frenz, sweetheart or family..

sometimes..the reason of lettin9 9o of someone is..hopin9 the other party will feel better when he is not with maself..

~虽然失去了..但是对方开心..就足够了啊..!~

sacrifice may be the best choice..but who will be the one 9ettin9 hurt..?

*yourself*..[你自己..!]

no matter if you are the one lettin9 9o; or the one losin9..

always treasure the special one in your heart..

for you will nv noi when he/she will be leaving you..

*我的人生不是我要的*

ppl maybe wonderin9 why did i write bout stories of ma frenz & nv fer maself?..

wad are the reasons fer writin9 the stories of ma frenz & not fer maself..

maybe i have a borin9 & toopid life..

or maybe...maybe..i am afraid... ..

...afraid to face the mistakes tat i had once made..and feelin9 re9retful bout it..?
...afraid to face the consequences when i wrote bout ma life..?
...& afraid to hurt someone out there..unknowin9ly ba..?

probably it is becuz..i do not wan to tok bout ma life frm ma own point-of-view..jus like ma others stories..i wrote frm ma point-of-view..i am definitely not the one involved..

onli in this way..u can see the different sides of everythin9..

writin9 ma own stories will tend to be untrue ba..cuz..i will definitely be sidin9 maself..or maybe i won't?..(hope so lorx..)

the thin9s i wrote in the blog all mostly ma reflection of certain thin9y..

unless it's in the present..or i will mostly won't write bout it ba..

probably..cuz..i want to..

for9et ma past..& move on..?

in ma past, i have hurt ppl who treasure mi..alot..not writin9 ma past may help mi for9et the past & won't blame maself ba..

is this called *runnin9 frm ma mistake*..? & bein9 selfish for ma own's sake..?

budden thinkin9 too much of ma past will onli make mi hurt more ppl..unknowin9ly ba..

* the person who is the most difficult to understand is oneself ba..*
* 最不简单明白的人就是自己..*

i nv 9et to understand maself..i don noi wad kind of 9al i am..and frankly..i don wanna noi..

wad if i 9ot to understand maself le..& i don like maself..by then..ma life will be in a mess then..becuz i actualli hate maself..

*maself* will be definitely the last person who i wanna hate ba..

well ma life is...
fer mi to noi & fer you to find out ba..

P.S...maybe next time ba..then i will summarise ma life... ...

*我的人生不是我要的*

I have neber wrote bout ma daily life..budden fer this time..it will be exceptional..i will be writing bout a movie i watched yesterday wit [вєи ич rєи]..

* •“ωιиdѕтrчcκ”• *
* •“野蛮师姐”• *

It's been so long since i watched a show which made me cry fer so long..

[ авǿчт ιт ]
A guy & a gal got to noi each other by chance..the gal is a police woman and the guy is a physics teacher..suddenly both of them became a couple..everytime when the gal was on a case and chasing a criminal, the guy will appear & help her..budden one day, he was shot accidently and died..the ending of the show tells us how regret the gal felt..& even when the guy died..his soul was always there fer her..

[ ма rεflεстιǿи ]
confess your love to the person you love today..don wait till so long..fer you will neber noi if you have the chance animore..he may always be there..budden one day he may jus disappear before your eyes & you could not even hold him back..treasure the moments you have with him as if there is no tommorrow..

Love is not something you can control..so jus follow your heart & do wad you wanna do..

* I love you * may be simple but it means a lot to someone who loves you..

He is waiting fer you to say that to him...if you love him too...

Who is she..?
How does she looks like..?
Is she perfect..?
Or should i say she is better than me..?
Can you tell me who she is..?
I wanna know..
'Cuz you left me for her..

Would you say those words that i never said..?
Would you shed the tears which you never shed for me..?

I may not be the perfect sweetheart in your eyes..
But I definitely someone there for you when your world collaspe..

Why when you are sad..I will cry with you..
Why when you are alone..I will spend the night with you..

Why when you leave me..I couldn't hold you there..?

If the whole world leave me..will you be there..?
If I am sad..will you cry for me..?
If I am alone..will you spend the night with me..?
If I am cold..will you hold me tight..?
If I ask for your return..will you..?

If I say I LOVE YOU..will you feel the same..?


PS. is this wad u feel?..我的朋友..?

*[爱]最痛的就是当你忘掉了我爱你的资格..*

*看起来不像受过伤 将来的日子还长 要怎么学会不去坚强..*

everything, everyone come and go..none stays forever..

maybe tat's the reason why we cry, blame ourselves..

ma best fren is 天真..she jus wan a guy to love her, protect her..she dont goes fer looks..wad's most impt is tat she wants to find a guy with his heart there..foreva..

budden it would never happen..huh?

ma best fren got to noi this guy from outside..none of us like him..thought tat one dae, he will sure break her heart..but we were proven wrong when he showered her wit love, care & concern..she was happi with him..she mayb sad the whole day jus cuz she could not see him..but she can laugh the next moment when he appears in front of her..

that's how impt he is..to her..

budden, ma this toopid fren broke wit him when she still loves him..she cried..she thinks tat if he rrly love her..they will still be together..worse still, he is going to the army..ma fren said tat she will wait fer him..fer 2 years..!!..toopid horx..but..

she thought tat he still loves her..like before..budden things were different..he had a pic with another gal on frenster..she believes tat they were jus frenx..budden everyone of us noi deep in our hearts tat it is not as simple as wad she thought..no one dares to sae anithing..for we were afraid to hurt her..

the day before he went to army..ma fren called him..asking him to take care..budden she tok less when she noi tat his galfren is beside him..finally not long later..she hung..

the guy mentioned tat he has a veri caring galfren now..& don wanna 对不起 her..

wad can she do..? will she still wait fer him..had he 对不起 ma fren..

since he don like her animore..why don he jus make it clear & stop gibing ma fren the wrong feeling..?

some mayb thnking, since everyone feel tat he 对不起 ma fren la..budden why she don feel it..hmm..

love is blind...

wad can we do..we can onli help & stand by her side..hoping to protect her frm animore hurt ba..*stand by her..be wit her..*

the hurt she experienced none of us can understand..budden wad rrly matters is the lesson she learnt..

PS. 我的朋友, 你知道了ma..?

*我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好象什么困境都知道该怎么办
我们可不可以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放生哭喊
要从心底拿走一个人很痛很难*

* a break-up is like a broken mirror..it is better to leave it broken...than hurting urself trying to fix it..*

hahaz.x..e sentence 'love hurts' appears a lot of times in ma life..from ma frenz & even adults..

but why?..

幸福要自己负责..

it depends on how u see the situation ba..

i know a gal..a gal who i don rrly wanna make frenx wit..donnoi by wad means..she got onto ma gd fren's sweetheart..well, like wad we guess..ma gd fren broke up wit her sweetheart..ppl says tat it was the guy's fault..the temptation is there..some says tat it was e gal's fault..she was the 3rd party..noone thought tat it was ma gd fren's fault..budden when it comes to this kinda things...

all were in fault..isn't it?..

ma fren is the victim..she initiated the break-up..but wad's the use of clinging onto someone when his heart is no longer there?..so she initiated..she cried..nv eat nor slp..she got sick cuz of it..everyone was thinking wad's the use..some may even thought..'ben nu ren' ma..

it's not as if ma fren don hav any other guys to love her..she has lots of admirers..but she actually decided to seal her heart for him..toOpid horx?..but...LOVE~!!!

she hoped tat he will be back..but she worries tat he will tk her fer graunted..everyone gave her advices..tell her it's not worth it..some even scolded her..but 她就是爱他..

why don we put ourselves in her shoes and walk around in it..?

how are u goin to handle this?..

幸福要自己负责..

since she had chose her path..then she would have to continue to walk..one dae she will be able to cross over to her path..she truly longs for...

and wad can we do?..well,..stand by her side and pei her walk..wad frenx are for?..

PS...to ma fren..jia yoU aR..

*终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开..*

*爱你 不需要原因
只要有一颗真心 分隔两地 也可以传给你
爱你 不会有距离
只要你在我心里 随时随地 我也可以感觉得到你..~!*

hmmm..doN rRly heArd boUt thIs bLog thinGy untiL reCently..hmmm..trying to have fuN iN plAyinG thiS..buT scare oNly "3 miNs wArm tempEratuRe" ..hehez.x..don rrly want alot ppl to noi bout ma blog..but think tat it is difficult ba..hehez.x..internet no privacy dE ma..hehez.x..wanna put chinese woRds..but caNnot....hehez.x..late le..think neXt time thEn wriTe moRe bA..hEhez.x..iF ma bloG noT nicE plz yuAn liAng..thankY..~!..tAtA..~!