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the lady
lovey eighteen.
egg cracked on 9 april.
has a typical character of an aries.
stubborn life.
unforgotten memories.
fickle mind.

obsessions
LOVE the sun. brown.
falling in love with chocolates.
trying new things but hates changes.
a SKIRT and SHOE lady.
vintage lover.
COOKIES & CREAM icecream.
accessories freako.
c.a.r.e.f.r.e.e life

Friends & co.

qin9yun (chinese)

sassy 9 cube
evelyn
minty min
zhen zhen
hui shi

adrian
cifan9
clement
jackie I
jackie II
melvyn
michelle
pamela
persis
samantha
ti ying
xiao Ting
yanyin
yien

ariel
bernard
desmond
grace
jasmine
joan
joel
kar Mun
kimberly
laura
lena
lina
manuella
paulina
shane
shawne
tai hong
warren

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
[ xin9 fu de nu ren ]

* no matter how bad thin9s are.
there will be a way out.
by the end of the day.
you will be xin9 fu to0 de. *

- for `snow -


{ na-na & nor-nor }

9ot back majority of my subjects.

9o0d news: never fail any of the subjects YET. & hopefully i won't.

bad news: i am freakin9 disappointed with my one of the best subject. maths.

hai. cannot control results de la. no choice ba. dui bu dui? so maybe. just let 9o. results aren't everythin9. my results were rather predictable except for the humanities subjects nor. hai hao la. an wei an wei.

but i must say about my mother tou9ue. my compo is the one that pulls me down ba. 9ot a pathetic 23/70 at first!! then moderate & 9ot 37/70. hmmm. nvm. at least i passed. :)

ok. no more about studies.


{ last P.E. }

eee. dont like mr raffi le la. last P.E. also never tell us earlier. hmmm. this last P.E. of mine. i played real hard. listen t0 all the instructions 9iven ba. it is really very tirin9.

all my classmates admit that : " hmmm, we are old le. " >.<

我们化压力为力量。

time passed real fast ba. 2 years 9oin9 to end just like that le. she bu de. but nothin9 is in our control ba. all that we can do is treasure NOW.


{ 100-WATT bulb }

i became a bulb today!! ouch. so bri9ht. funny ar. ?

anyway. `bx de handphone really very nice lei. like it so much. sell me if you don't want k.? i will buy. provided it is cheap and in 9o0d condition. hahaz.x. so auntie.

看着幸福快乐的你们,我也不禁开心的微笑。你们是被祝福的。:)


{ happy 1 month }

ta.ta. happy 1 month orhs. fast ba. sadly. cannot see you today. but nvm. know you there jiu more than enou9h le. :)

thanks for this fulfillin9 one month. i treasure every sin9le day ba.

muacks.



Monday, September 26, 2005


* sleep sleep sleep *

- my mission for today -


{ birthday 9al }

did not 9et to see our birthday 9irl today. `cause she lunky 9irl la. no exams today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY `MINTY MIN.

jia you. older le hor. must mature le ar. cannot everyday play play le hor. :)

may all your wishes come true ba.

friends forever.!


{ `满天的雪花 }

bou9ht a few pieces of nice nice papers today. like the colour combination.

i must 开始我的大计划了。 hehez.x.

9uess the `snow who i know is comin9 back le ba. smilin9 away. ben bu ren.

yon9 9an yi xie xie ba. you will 9et what you wanted. believe in your feelin9s ba.

勇敢地走出过去才能遇见你所渴望的未来。



{ relax relax }

end of prelims. but. hmmms. lame scho0l. donoh why don't have markin9 day. really wanna tire us nor. hmmms. will die of lack of sleep i must say.

today history paper. 9uess this is the most OK de paper ba. mayb becus it is my favourite subject ba. hmmms. but still. this is a difficult paper. u can 9uess how tou9h my prelims were le ba.

i promise myself. i am 9oin9 to 9ive myself a lot of sleep today. wanna 9o have a rest le. but before that have to do some history stuffs.

tata.


{ 牙关 }

放肆的尽情挥霍,那一年玩的多疯。
你和我,站上全世界的最快乐的巅峰

等着雨停的午后,你希望此刻永久。
而现在,永久就是永久的牢笼,让我一直在等候。

等待后面是等待,更沉默的等待 。
然后咬紧了牙关,等待更多的等待 。

如果你,爱过我,你不会就这样走。
就这样,丢下我和那些天真承诺
如果我,再也不,不能再更多的承受。
痛哭之后,却又咬紧牙关,继续漂流,继续等候。

你最爱哪个歌手?
最爱吃什么火锅?
最爱把小小的脸,轻轻的靠在我胸口。

  这城市每个角落,回忆都霸占街头。
  我知道,你会想起雨停的时候。
我知道你会回头。

a nice son9 from mayday. 9o listen ba.
quite rock le ba. at least for me.



Sunday, September 25, 2005
[ the cryin9 people, includin9 myself ]


* charity work for the kids.
meanin9ful. *

- memories for the day -


{ anchorpoint }

went to anchorpoint to raise funds yesterday. hmmm. i am 9oin9 crazy. i am havin9 history on monday & i went to do volunteer work.

nvm la. at least i did somethin9 meanin9ful ba. feel contented ba.

after that. S.C.S frens with me and `kai went to Hou9an9 Plaza there to eat dinner nor. talk alot yesterday. the adults can really lau9h & joke. moreover. they are like in their late 20s le.

yesterday i lao mao pin9 happen a9ain. back pain ba. hmmm. i have to 9o for check up on 1st of October a9ain. hmmm. a little bit scare. `cause donoh what happen to my back nor. scare to0 serious le. hmmm.

"bein9 youn9 may not be act cute. but maybe a mean to think back the best times you have last time ba. "


{ break down }

prelims endin9 le. this is somethin9 to be happy for. but it means that Os is approachin9 ba.

a couple of my friends really break down le ba. 9uess all of us have a new thin9 in common. probably. we take our Os too heavy le ba. maybe. we will have to let 9o a bit le ba.

用平常心去对待的考试, 或许会考得更好吧?

sometimes. it seems quizzical to me. we lo0k so well every sin9le day. as if we are really takin9 our Os li9htly ba. we don't lo0k like those who will take our results to0 heavily de ba. but how come, we will be in this pathetic state.?

probably. due to influence ba. teachers place tons of stress on us. because we are the reflection to their capabilities. if we do well. it implies that they teach us well. ya. their contibution cannot be ne9lacted. but have they wondered. can we take everythin9 that is placin9 on us.?

maybe. we need some space to breathe. to relax ba.

childho0d is no lon9er a simple thin9 in life. it is meant to be innocent. but why does thin9s turn out to be the opposite of what it seems to be. so freakin9 complicated.


To: `sassy 9 cube `mel0dy `kai `huishi & `whoever. jia you ba. i don't lo0k forward to say go0dbye to you 9uys. but. i really lo0k forward to the end of Os. ironic yea.?



Thursday, September 22, 2005
* if you are under alot of stress.
find a day.
take a deep breath.
cry till your heart drop.
well, at least i did. *

- advice of the day -


{ lost without myself }

people mi9ht think. ya. prelims is really important. make us feel real stressed up. holds a si9nificant position in our sec 4 life.

indeed. it did hold a si9nificant position in my life. not only did it makes me stress like donoh-wad. but it also makes me realise the real problem in myself ba.

i must say. never in my life. have i feel so appreciated by someone who is older than me, who teaches me, who 9uided me, who was once a stran9er to me. i finally realised that. there is actually someone out there keepin9 a lo0k-out on me, makin9 sure that i won't be lost, when i thou9ht i was left alone to fend for myself.

sometimes. we just have to admit. we need adults to 9uide us ba.

我已经好久好久没有看到你发自内心的笑了。she said this to me.

don't want sound so sad here. but i just want to say. i will find myself. back.


{ hurt-in9 }

i really have to admire *her ba. no matter how hurt she is. she will still put a smile on her face.

在阳光底下,我看着一堆逐渐的融化。但是,我不禁问了问:“你的融化 -- 是因为你已懂得放下,所以希望融化过后而获得自由?还是,因为泪水的存在呢?”



Thursday, September 15, 2005
[ pink & purple strips in the sky ]

* study study.
no troubles.
no problems.
hopefully, no stress. *

- wish for myself -

{ in a special place }

maybe cus everytime i blo9. i don blo9 outside ba. always at home. cus can take as lon9 as possible. but then ne. today special neh. i now in scho0l library blo99in9 with `snow & `min. hmmms. so most probably ppl can see our post posted almost at the same time ba.

donoh lei. blo9 in scho0l that time feel so not safe. like 9ot people spyin9 on us like that. special feelin9s ba.

now only `kelly strollin9 behind us lo0kin9 at our blo9. 9ees.

{ prelims }

apolo9ies. been so lon9 since i blo9. no choice na. prelim started le. hmmms. don really feel like talkin9 bout studies here. but i really have to say. my chemistry practical is freakin9 cannot make it.

en9lish paper is practically like. the paper knows me. i donoh the papers at all.

hai.

{ didn't love him as much as you expect }

9ave `snow a letter today. hmmms. should be son9 lyrics instead ba. wrote yesterday for her
de. hmmms. meant to be a console letter i 9uess. when i writin9. i told ta.ta. that i am really crazy. others are studyin9 and i am actually writin9 a lyric.

hahaz.x.
hope she understand i am sayin9 inside ba. nice son9 it is. sendin9 her one day.

she must must remember this son9 i dedicated for her.

it feels really funny when i am typin9 somethin9 for `snow when she is just ri9ht beside me. 9ees.

{ mosquitoes bites }

these few days sleep without air-con. bei mosquitoes bite. hai. itchy ne. obviously.

{ a son9 i love }

一句话 就当作是理由 假装什么事没有。
悄悄转身就把我抛脑后,还 sorry 都没有。
难道我就应该,独自默默的承受?
是否让自己解脱?

You leave me in this world that's so cold.
You keep on saying I need to let go.
是否我能把一切都做得好让你懂?
让你能重新回头, i know my love 能感动。

You 9ot me in this world that's so cold.
You keep on sayin9 i need to let 9o.
是否我能把你的不安转变成自由?
让你能重新回头, i know my love 能感动。

电话都拔不通,不要把自己捉弄。
Son9 By: 范玮琪-- Cold

no special reasons to like this son9s. quite not suitable for my life now. but. hmmms. nicie son9s. please!!! 9o download. cannot find jiu come tell wo. i send u.

cus really veri nice. hahaz.x.


www.podeejay.ejprojekt.com


Friday, September 09, 2005
[ pink sky ]

" lo0k everywhere.
are they 9o0d people or bad? "

- think think -

{ ren.xin9.ben.shan. }

chinese lesson yesterday. & there was a topic which says: " ren.xin9.ben.e. "

`mel0dy `kailin9 & `w0 immdiately said: " no wa!! ren.xin9.ben.shan " then we all lau9hed.

hmmms. frankly, from the bottom of my heart, i trust that everyone born in this world is kind ba. but. due to the environment, time, influence. we chan9ed. chan9ed to the bad.

my mentality: no matter what the person does. if he harms or hurts anyone. he is bad ba.

i am a bad 9irl.?


{ 9uardian an9el }

是否记得守护天使的游戏?
从我抽到你的卡片起,不再是一个人的回忆。
或许未来有快乐也有艰辛,
我会把你紧抱在怀里,
永远不让你为爱哭泣

如果天空只剩最后一颗闪烁的星,
我会让它为你照亮孤寂,
让幸福为你指引。

总有一天你会看到 9uardian an9el 降临。
那是我的心一直在守护着你
天使-他一定能够感应。


{ pink sky }

walk todae. with ta.ta. saw a pink sky todae. very very nice ba. cannot take it. cannot ta han my house le. hahaz.x.

how come my house de scenary want to be so nice ne? hahaz.x. cocky lei.


i want to see my oran9e sky..



P.S. from today onwards, everytime i see a special thin9. i will write at the top left hand corner of my post. MEMORIES ma.


Wednesday, September 07, 2005
" funny funny "

{ zouk }

ok. `minty min is so pissed off. hahaz.x. so funny. she undera9e ar. by 20 days. then cannot 9o in. hahaz.x.

then she try to bluff her way throu9h. but the to0pid bouncer show her attitude. don allow. then min rude back to him nor. QUARREL nor. hahaz.x. thou9h we may not be able to 9o in. but:

HEY?! which 16 yr old 9al will have a chance to quarrel with 4 bouncers? hahaz.x. actually. it was quite proud. hahaz.x.


{ chit chat }

tok quite alot with` minty min todae. heez.x. not bad. thou9h cannot fulfil our dreams of 9oin9 into zouk. but nvm. we had made a 9o0d memory. at least for her. lol.


{ 9uardian an9el }

will we have our own 9uardian an9el.? i 9uess we will have if we treasure our frens? hehez.x.

oh ya. junyan9's 9uardian an9el nice lei. hahaz.x.




Sunday, September 04, 2005
在镜子前面,我是个被爱的女人。
他站在门外,这个周末我可以依赖在他的胸怀

在情人面前,我还是单身的女人。
爱若缺了缘份,
我想我只能用情至深但不能太认真。

为什么,被爱,有时却觉得悲哀?
为什么,我还是害怕一个人醒来?
为什么,相爱,日子却仍然空白?
为什么,你走不到我的未来?

让爱固定下来,我不会永远青春可爱。
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来。
让爱固定下来,我和你,不要不要分开。

*我不要爱一再一再彩排。
我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来。*

- Son9 by: Coco Lee---被爱的女人 -


this son9 kelly sin9 in the superstar. no special reason for this son9. jus feel tat:

HEY!! this son9 really represent wad a lady feels ba.

feelin9 so insecure after every failed relationship.







Thursday, September 01, 2005



"wo shi -xinfu- de. "


{ crosscountry }

unfair unfair. sec 4s so.? sec 4s jiu cannot 9et involve in everythin9 mehs. no reason nor. play for a day aso will studies drop meh.? nonsensical.

aniway. ran with `zhen `snow `wendy at the last part. choin9 down tat kind. abit scare la. cus scare will fall. then i jus don care bout anithin9. jus run & run. catch breath de chance aso don have. hahaz.x. quite fun na. not bad.


{ eyes don 9row to stare }

weird lei. these few days donoh why 9ot a 9roup of sec 3s like to stare at us.

frankly we did. but it was cus they stare. we then lo0k back nor. jus lik durin9 cross country. i was only starin9 into space. when i come back to my senses. i saw them starin9 at me. i was wonderin9 wad i did wron9. then i found out tat. oh. i am lo0kin9 at their direction. hmmm. wu liao.

sec 4s le. mus 9uai. eyes!! be guai k? don anihow see see. later ppl come find us for troubles. hmmm. ok. no point nor.


{ superstar }

tonite 9oin9 watch. but. donoh 9o0d seats ma. don think so nor. nvm la. can see jiu hao le. hehez.x. contented.



{ special day }

yesterday a happi day for me wor. mus remember remember.

sha 9ua de `ta.