Wednesday, June 29, 2005
* thin9s
aren't as bad as i thou9ht it mi9ht be *
aren't as bad as i thou9ht it mi9ht be *
{ unfor9ettable }
sometimes, it jus seem pretty quizzical to me:
only durin9 the darkest hours of our times, we can see the different sides of ourselves & others?
tears jus flow down uncontrollably. frankly, i didn't expect this to happen to me. but when it comes to tat point of time. u cannot even control how u are feelin. you will onli find yourself in a midst of agape, midst of shock.
my mother has always bein9 the emotional one. but this is ever the first time i see her in this state.
men's tears are hard to be seen. todae is exception. my father. uncle. 9randfather. brothers.
in the nutshell:
life & death is part of the human journey. it maybe sensitive but do not be afraid to face it. treat it as a movie playin9 & 9o on with life. everythin9 is the same as usual. onli difference is. there is one special person kept in ur heart, who u will miss alot.
miss u loads, ah ma.
{ jue dui superstar }
this batch is worse ba. but all the 9o0d-lo0okin9s ones are here. i don reali admire sin9ers with lo0ks ba. of cus, leehom is an exception. aniwae. he can sin9. >.<
m3 & m4 is cute. m3 more talented ba.
but i prefer m5 & m6. more near-to-the-audience. esp. m5. bin9o~
don like m2. shuai is shuai la. but. hai~
ladies competition won be able to watch tml ba. so wish them luck.
sometimes, it jus seem pretty quizzical to me:
only durin9 the darkest hours of our times, we can see the different sides of ourselves & others?
tears jus flow down uncontrollably. frankly, i didn't expect this to happen to me. but when it comes to tat point of time. u cannot even control how u are feelin. you will onli find yourself in a midst of agape, midst of shock.
my mother has always bein9 the emotional one. but this is ever the first time i see her in this state.
men's tears are hard to be seen. todae is exception. my father. uncle. 9randfather. brothers.
in the nutshell:
life & death is part of the human journey. it maybe sensitive but do not be afraid to face it. treat it as a movie playin9 & 9o on with life. everythin9 is the same as usual. onli difference is. there is one special person kept in ur heart, who u will miss alot.
miss u loads, ah ma.
{ jue dui superstar }
this batch is worse ba. but all the 9o0d-lo0okin9s ones are here. i don reali admire sin9ers with lo0ks ba. of cus, leehom is an exception. aniwae. he can sin9. >.<
m3 & m4 is cute. m3 more talented ba.
but i prefer m5 & m6. more near-to-the-audience. esp. m5. bin9o~
don like m2. shuai is shuai la. but. hai~
ladies competition won be able to watch tml ba. so wish them luck.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
* the perfect sunshine for mi
i've seen it. *
i've seen it. *
{ sunset }
my house here cannot see sunset. cus too to the ri9ht. so whole body cannot stretch out of window to see.
but i saw!
from my window's reflection. it is so freakin9 bri9ht & round. & i see it moves down veri slowly. so nice.
{ 9randma }
she is sick ba. went to take care to her yesterdae. alot of relatives came.
had a soberin9 realisation tat. life & death may not be under our control. but it is somethin9 we can treasure before death comes alon9.
{ s.n.o.w }
she is 9oin9 to sit with mi for the rest of the year. bleahs. first time in eureka. we are 9oin9 to have loads of fun.!
tok bout sacrificin9 todae. snow saes tat sacrificin9 mean u love the person ba.
`mel thinks so to.
i a9ree. but i 9uess. not sacrificin9 doesn't mean u don love the person. it depends on wad u are sacrificin9. it is always not ri9ht to sacrifice a love for another love.
& most importantly. how much u sacrifice for a person doesn't mean how much u love a person. love cannot be wei9h. that's is my stand.
{ stayed at home }
i neva 9o scho0l todae. back pain a9ain. 9uess is cus of the time i had to take care of my 9randma. hav to carry her ba. then accidentalli sprain my back. hmmm.
sad. miss my first scho0l weekly assembly.
my house here cannot see sunset. cus too to the ri9ht. so whole body cannot stretch out of window to see.
but i saw!
from my window's reflection. it is so freakin9 bri9ht & round. & i see it moves down veri slowly. so nice.
{ 9randma }
she is sick ba. went to take care to her yesterdae. alot of relatives came.
had a soberin9 realisation tat. life & death may not be under our control. but it is somethin9 we can treasure before death comes alon9.
{ s.n.o.w }
she is 9oin9 to sit with mi for the rest of the year. bleahs. first time in eureka. we are 9oin9 to have loads of fun.!
tok bout sacrificin9 todae. snow saes tat sacrificin9 mean u love the person ba.
`mel thinks so to.
i a9ree. but i 9uess. not sacrificin9 doesn't mean u don love the person. it depends on wad u are sacrificin9. it is always not ri9ht to sacrifice a love for another love.
& most importantly. how much u sacrifice for a person doesn't mean how much u love a person. love cannot be wei9h. that's is my stand.
{ stayed at home }
i neva 9o scho0l todae. back pain a9ain. 9uess is cus of the time i had to take care of my 9randma. hav to carry her ba. then accidentalli sprain my back. hmmm.
sad. miss my first scho0l weekly assembly.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
* wad promise u made for urself.
plx make sure u fulfil. *
- advice of the dae -
plx make sure u fulfil. *
- advice of the dae -
{ jumpin9 on the spot }
okie. lots of hmwk haven finish so i am 9oin9 off veh fast here.
okie. lots of hmwk haven finish so i am 9oin9 off veh fast here.
noticed tat i neva study throu9hout the whole of the holidae & this implies tat i am so-so freakin9 DEAD! hahaz.x.
nvm. sch reopens then i will start studyin9. my promise for myself!
{ proud of him }
my 2nd bro! 9o0dness me. he is in TP product & industrial desi9n. he drew so nice lor. out of words. if onli i have half of his drawin9 talent. then i will not be worry about wad course to take next year. 9eex.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
* if you take away the lovin9 arms that surrounds me,
then,
i mi9ht just break down & cry.
just like a child. *
- backsheet boys: just like a child -
then,
i mi9ht just break down & cry.
just like a child. *
- backsheet boys: just like a child -
{ childlike exuberance }
even when the worst of the worst thin9s happen to u. u cried as if there are no tomorrows. the tears kept pricking ur eyes. but u jus don feel anithin9. wad u wanna is someone there beside u, somethin9 out there to chan9e wad is happenin9.
even if u are mature, u will have a teeny-weeny wish that u can jus whine in front of someone u trust. but. who?
9uess in the whole of my life, other than jokin9 & fo0lin9 around, i onli dares to whine in front of my family members. cux no matter wad, they will be there to trust u & for u to trust.
onli when i am at home. i can be a child. jus cry like a child.
{ am lo0kin9 out of my window }
the scenary outsid of my house is jus a lar9e piece of land. few LRT tracks. large pile of dirty water. construction sites. noisy expressway. a rumoured haunted house.
it isn't a perfect scenary. perhaps a little eerie.
but when the sun sets & everythin9 went dark. realised tat there are perfect thin9s occurin9 out there.
i see a whole patch of li9hts frickerin9 back at mi. jus like a sky filled with stars. jus lik a galaxy. remindin9 me every now & then: plx do not ne9lact me!
onli when the bad thin9s all covered. we will appreciate the 9o0d thin9s. only then. will we find a perfect world. with a:
perfect sunshine for `myself.
perfect rainbow for `snow.
perfect life for `minty min.
perfect 9uy for `zhu pen9 9ou you.
perfect love for `zhen zhen.
P.S. am i to0 sentimental?!
even when the worst of the worst thin9s happen to u. u cried as if there are no tomorrows. the tears kept pricking ur eyes. but u jus don feel anithin9. wad u wanna is someone there beside u, somethin9 out there to chan9e wad is happenin9.
even if u are mature, u will have a teeny-weeny wish that u can jus whine in front of someone u trust. but. who?
9uess in the whole of my life, other than jokin9 & fo0lin9 around, i onli dares to whine in front of my family members. cux no matter wad, they will be there to trust u & for u to trust.
onli when i am at home. i can be a child. jus cry like a child.
{ am lo0kin9 out of my window }
the scenary outsid of my house is jus a lar9e piece of land. few LRT tracks. large pile of dirty water. construction sites. noisy expressway. a rumoured haunted house.
it isn't a perfect scenary. perhaps a little eerie.
but when the sun sets & everythin9 went dark. realised tat there are perfect thin9s occurin9 out there.
i see a whole patch of li9hts frickerin9 back at mi. jus like a sky filled with stars. jus lik a galaxy. remindin9 me every now & then: plx do not ne9lact me!
onli when the bad thin9s all covered. we will appreciate the 9o0d thin9s. only then. will we find a perfect world. with a:
perfect sunshine for `myself.
perfect rainbow for `snow.
perfect life for `minty min.
perfect 9uy for `zhu pen9 9ou you.
perfect love for `zhen zhen.
P.S. am i to0 sentimental?!
* in this 2 last dae of the holidae.
take a seat in front of the table.
focus on ur hmwk.
u will find tat.
'hey! i am sho smart!' *
- advice of the dae -
take a seat in front of the table.
focus on ur hmwk.
u will find tat.
'hey! i am sho smart!' *
- advice of the dae -
{ initial D }
people involved: youmin# evelyn# suzhen# yien# saybin9# boyan9# yon9chen9# weeta# suzhen's bro#
it was sho fun. walked around PS. then 9o watch initial D. sho de nice nor. shawn yue is mah prince charmin9 seh. cannot make it. the director chose the correct casts ba. jay is so `dai dai de. jus like his normal character. edison's quite weird in his role. cus he is playboi type. but in e show, he is so sensible. hahaz.x. but xin xian 9an nor. not bad.
love the part when e 9al to0k e initiative to kiss jay. hehez.x. sho freakin9 sweet.
ex-classmates come to9ether & had fun. everyone may have chan9ed in a way or 2. but at least. the frenship we had for one another had nv chan9ed.
{ airport }
hoped to work in airport after i 9raduated ba. can meet different kinda ppl. & nice place to relax ba. somemore can work midni9ht. i don mind workin9 midni9ht thou9h. sure veh fun & different atmosphere ba. hehez.x.
people involved: youmin# evelyn# suzhen# yien# saybin9# boyan9# yon9chen9# weeta# suzhen's bro#
it was sho fun. walked around PS. then 9o watch initial D. sho de nice nor. shawn yue is mah prince charmin9 seh. cannot make it. the director chose the correct casts ba. jay is so `dai dai de. jus like his normal character. edison's quite weird in his role. cus he is playboi type. but in e show, he is so sensible. hahaz.x. but xin xian 9an nor. not bad.
love the part when e 9al to0k e initiative to kiss jay. hehez.x. sho freakin9 sweet.
ex-classmates come to9ether & had fun. everyone may have chan9ed in a way or 2. but at least. the frenship we had for one another had nv chan9ed.
{ airport }
hoped to work in airport after i 9raduated ba. can meet different kinda ppl. & nice place to relax ba. somemore can work midni9ht. i don mind workin9 midni9ht thou9h. sure veh fun & different atmosphere ba. hehez.x.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
* try wakin9 up early in e mornin9.
lo0k out of the window.
& take a 9o0d lo0k at e mornin9 sun.
then shout out loud: ~ i am the best! *
- advice of e dae -
lo0k out of the window.
& take a 9o0d lo0k at e mornin9 sun.
then shout out loud: ~ i am the best! *
- advice of e dae -
{ sweet sixteen }
snow!! happi birthdae.~ like mah present ma? mux keep hao hao k? don lose it. later i an9ry. hahaz.x.
jia you~ new a9e, new life, new feelin9s, new startin9. wadeva bad thin9s jiu let it past ba. if u eva think of the past a9ain. jiu treat it as watchin9 a movie. watch le, touched le, cry le, jiu for9et it le. most importantly is. learn from it ba. >.<
{ superstar * }
wooOhOoo. sho sho de nice. like it so much. females more power than 9uys ba i think. donoh lei. i like m2 & f2 de contestants. both talented. bin9o!
snow!! happi birthdae.~ like mah present ma? mux keep hao hao k? don lose it. later i an9ry. hahaz.x.
jia you~ new a9e, new life, new feelin9s, new startin9. wadeva bad thin9s jiu let it past ba. if u eva think of the past a9ain. jiu treat it as watchin9 a movie. watch le, touched le, cry le, jiu for9et it le. most importantly is. learn from it ba. >.<
{ superstar * }
wooOhOoo. sho sho de nice. like it so much. females more power than 9uys ba i think. donoh lei. i like m2 & f2 de contestants. both talented. bin9o!
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
* think of wad u have now.
but not wad u have lost. *
- advice of the dae -
but not wad u have lost. *
- advice of the dae -
{ crawlin9 back to you }
stron9 word isn't it? hahaz.x.
why when u have him u don treasure.? wait till u lost him then u want him back. worst still, is when u will even 9o to the extend of be99in9 him to stay.
9uess. it will onli happens when u had 9ave ur whole heart out to love him even without noi-in9 it ba. hahaz.x. stran9e yet true.
stron9 word isn't it? hahaz.x.
why when u have him u don treasure.? wait till u lost him then u want him back. worst still, is when u will even 9o to the extend of be99in9 him to stay.
9uess. it will onli happens when u had 9ave ur whole heart out to love him even without noi-in9 it ba. hahaz.x. stran9e yet true.
everybody knows
that i was such a fool
to ever let go of you
but baby i was wrong
& yeah i know i said
we'd be better off alone
it was time that we moved on
i know i broke your heart
i didn't mean to break your heart
but baby, here i am
banging on your front door
my pride's spilled on the floor
my hands and knees are bruised
& i'm crawling back to you
begging for a second chance
are you gonna let me in?
i was running from the truth
& now i'm crawling back to you
i know you're in there
& you can make me wait
but i'm not going away
it's the least that i can do
is to tell you face to face
i was lying to myself
Now i'm dying in this hell
9irl, i know you're mad
i can't blame you for being mad
if you could see
these tears i'm crying
touch these hands
that can't stop shaking
heal my heart
that's heavily bleeding
you would see a different man
- backsheet boys -
that i was such a fool
to ever let go of you
but baby i was wrong
& yeah i know i said
we'd be better off alone
it was time that we moved on
i know i broke your heart
i didn't mean to break your heart
but baby, here i am
banging on your front door
my pride's spilled on the floor
my hands and knees are bruised
& i'm crawling back to you
begging for a second chance
are you gonna let me in?
i was running from the truth
& now i'm crawling back to you
i know you're in there
& you can make me wait
but i'm not going away
it's the least that i can do
is to tell you face to face
i was lying to myself
Now i'm dying in this hell
9irl, i know you're mad
i can't blame you for being mad
if you could see
these tears i'm crying
touch these hands
that can't stop shaking
heal my heart
that's heavily bleeding
you would see a different man
- backsheet boys -
let kailin9 & melody hear e son9. both sae real nice ba. then we tok. tok ALOT. 3 different personalities de ladies tok to9ether 9ot different views & feelin9s ba.
{ 3 men-in-black }
hahaz.x. i am not 9oin9 to see i saw a cute 9uy todae. even if i said. aso 9ib him face. heez.x.
minty min & i saw -steven -9uan9 yao & their fren ( donoh his name.) & -steven wants us to write we saw CUTE 9uy todae. hehez.x. neway. they dressed in black. all 3 of them. >.< { fruits wit personalities }
Which fruit would you pick first if you were handed the following:
1. Orange
2. Apple
3. Banana
4. Coconut
5. Pineapple
6. Papaya
7. Mango
8. Cherry
9. Black Grapes
10. Peach
11. Custard Apple
12. Pear
ORANGE
If an orange is your favorite fruit, it speaks of a person who
has enduring patience and willpower. You like to do things
slowly, but very thoroughly and are completely undaunted by
hard work. You tend to be shy, but are reliable and a
trustworthy friend. You select your partner with care and you love
with all your heart. You avoid conflict at all costs.
APPLE
If an apple is your favorite fruit, you are an extravagant,
impulsive and outspoken person, often with a bit of a
temper. While you may not be the best organizer yourself,
you make a good team leader and are good at moving things
forward. You can take quick action in most situations. You
enjoy travel immensely. You ooze with charm when you are
with your partner. You have an enthusiasm for life,
unmatched by most.
BANANA
You are a softie! Loving, gentle, warm and sympathetic by
nature is the banana lover. You often lack in
self-confidence and are quite timid by nature. People often
take advantage of your sweet temperedness, and sheer
vulnerability to a situation. You adore your partner in
every which way, both for their mental and physical beauty!
Because of the way you are, your relationship is always very
much in harmony!
COCONUT
The coconut lover is a serious, very thoughtful and
contemplative person. Though you enjoy socializing, you are
particular about the company you keep. You tend to be
stubborn but not necessarily foolhardy. Shrewd, quick-witted
and alert, you ensure that you are right on top of any given
scenario, especially at work. You need a partner with brains
and while passion is important it certainly isn't
everything for you.
PINEAPPLE
You are quick to decide and even quicker to act.
You are brave in making career changes.
You have exceptional organizing abilities and are
undaunted by the size of the task at hand. You tend to be
self reliant, sincere and honest in your dealings with
others. Though you don't often make friends very
quickly, once you do, it is for life. You rarely, if
ever, make romantic overtures. Your partner is often
impressed with your sterling qualities but disappointed in
your ability to show affection.
PAPAYA
You are truly fearless and take much that happens in life
in stride. You give considerable thought to things you
do. You have a sense of humor that along with your generous
nature keeps you in most people's good books. You are a
go-getter in your professional life, and have a knack for
being in the right place at the right time. You enjoy
meeting new people and seeing new sights whenever you can.
Your sense of humor is what attracts members of the opposite
sex to you more than anything else. It is simply charming!
MANGO
A mango lover is a personality to be reckoned with, quite
often it's a person who has quite fixed ideas, and
influencing you is not an easy task. You tend to be an
extremist with strong likes and dislikes, and at times even
like to control a situation. You enjoy getting involved in
something that presents mental challenge. Strong as you may
be, you are like a kitten when you are with your partner.
You accommodate the love of your life, and make up for all
the strong will elsewhere!
CHERRY
If cherry is your favorite fruit, life isn't always as sweet
for you. You often face ups and downs, particularly
professionally, and find that you make small sums of $,
instead of a lump sum. You have a fertile imagination and
are often involved in creative pursuits. You are a very
sincere and loyal partner, but find that expressing your
feelings is not very easy. Your home is your haven, and you
love nothing more than being surrounded by close family and
your beloved partner.
BLACK GRAPES
You are a polite person in general, but do have quick
flare-ups of temper that cool down just as quickly. You
enjoy beauty in all forms, including beautiful people. You
are very popular because of your warm, gregarious nature.
You have a zest for life, you enjoy everything you do, right
from the way you dress, to your style and your day-to-day
life. Your partner must share your zeal and zing for life to
enjoy all you have to offer!
PEACH
Like a peach, you enjoy the juice of life and all its lush
ripeness! You are the friendly sort, and are quite frank and
outspoken, which adds to your charm. You are quick to
forgive and forget; and value your friendships highly. You
have an independent and ambitious streak in you, that makes
you a real go-getter. You are the ideal lover, fiery and
passionate but sincere and faithful in love. You don't
however like to display all that passion in public.
CUSTARD APPLE
You are a modest and conservative person who can be quite
sensitive at times. You tend to be thoughtful and
contemplative, and therefore are rarely rash in doing
things. You are quite ambitious and are good at anything
that requires much detailing or working with numbers. You
are quick at finding fault with others. While looking for a
partner, you value a person's intellect far above their
looks or good old passion. You are quite shy and not very
comfortable demonstrating affection.
PEAR
If you put your mind to something you can do it successfully,
but by and large you tend to be fickle and have trouble
completing a task with the enthusiasm you started it with.
You need to know the results of your efforts almost immediately.
You enjoy mental stimulation and love to get into a good discussion!
9uess veh accurate nah. i chose cherry & peach first. ni ne? hehez.x. peeps out there. plx post a comment to tell mi wad ni choose k? choose at least 2. (neway. put ni name. so i noi who.)
{ 3 men-in-black }
hahaz.x. i am not 9oin9 to see i saw a cute 9uy todae. even if i said. aso 9ib him face. heez.x.
minty min & i saw -steven -9uan9 yao & their fren ( donoh his name.) & -steven wants us to write we saw CUTE 9uy todae. hehez.x. neway. they dressed in black. all 3 of them. >.< { fruits wit personalities }
Which fruit would you pick first if you were handed the following:
1. Orange
2. Apple
3. Banana
4. Coconut
5. Pineapple
6. Papaya
7. Mango
8. Cherry
9. Black Grapes
10. Peach
11. Custard Apple
12. Pear
ORANGE
If an orange is your favorite fruit, it speaks of a person who
has enduring patience and willpower. You like to do things
slowly, but very thoroughly and are completely undaunted by
hard work. You tend to be shy, but are reliable and a
trustworthy friend. You select your partner with care and you love
with all your heart. You avoid conflict at all costs.
APPLE
If an apple is your favorite fruit, you are an extravagant,
impulsive and outspoken person, often with a bit of a
temper. While you may not be the best organizer yourself,
you make a good team leader and are good at moving things
forward. You can take quick action in most situations. You
enjoy travel immensely. You ooze with charm when you are
with your partner. You have an enthusiasm for life,
unmatched by most.
BANANA
You are a softie! Loving, gentle, warm and sympathetic by
nature is the banana lover. You often lack in
self-confidence and are quite timid by nature. People often
take advantage of your sweet temperedness, and sheer
vulnerability to a situation. You adore your partner in
every which way, both for their mental and physical beauty!
Because of the way you are, your relationship is always very
much in harmony!
COCONUT
The coconut lover is a serious, very thoughtful and
contemplative person. Though you enjoy socializing, you are
particular about the company you keep. You tend to be
stubborn but not necessarily foolhardy. Shrewd, quick-witted
and alert, you ensure that you are right on top of any given
scenario, especially at work. You need a partner with brains
and while passion is important it certainly isn't
everything for you.
PINEAPPLE
You are quick to decide and even quicker to act.
You are brave in making career changes.
You have exceptional organizing abilities and are
undaunted by the size of the task at hand. You tend to be
self reliant, sincere and honest in your dealings with
others. Though you don't often make friends very
quickly, once you do, it is for life. You rarely, if
ever, make romantic overtures. Your partner is often
impressed with your sterling qualities but disappointed in
your ability to show affection.
PAPAYA
You are truly fearless and take much that happens in life
in stride. You give considerable thought to things you
do. You have a sense of humor that along with your generous
nature keeps you in most people's good books. You are a
go-getter in your professional life, and have a knack for
being in the right place at the right time. You enjoy
meeting new people and seeing new sights whenever you can.
Your sense of humor is what attracts members of the opposite
sex to you more than anything else. It is simply charming!
MANGO
A mango lover is a personality to be reckoned with, quite
often it's a person who has quite fixed ideas, and
influencing you is not an easy task. You tend to be an
extremist with strong likes and dislikes, and at times even
like to control a situation. You enjoy getting involved in
something that presents mental challenge. Strong as you may
be, you are like a kitten when you are with your partner.
You accommodate the love of your life, and make up for all
the strong will elsewhere!
CHERRY
If cherry is your favorite fruit, life isn't always as sweet
for you. You often face ups and downs, particularly
professionally, and find that you make small sums of $,
instead of a lump sum. You have a fertile imagination and
are often involved in creative pursuits. You are a very
sincere and loyal partner, but find that expressing your
feelings is not very easy. Your home is your haven, and you
love nothing more than being surrounded by close family and
your beloved partner.
BLACK GRAPES
You are a polite person in general, but do have quick
flare-ups of temper that cool down just as quickly. You
enjoy beauty in all forms, including beautiful people. You
are very popular because of your warm, gregarious nature.
You have a zest for life, you enjoy everything you do, right
from the way you dress, to your style and your day-to-day
life. Your partner must share your zeal and zing for life to
enjoy all you have to offer!
PEACH
Like a peach, you enjoy the juice of life and all its lush
ripeness! You are the friendly sort, and are quite frank and
outspoken, which adds to your charm. You are quick to
forgive and forget; and value your friendships highly. You
have an independent and ambitious streak in you, that makes
you a real go-getter. You are the ideal lover, fiery and
passionate but sincere and faithful in love. You don't
however like to display all that passion in public.
CUSTARD APPLE
You are a modest and conservative person who can be quite
sensitive at times. You tend to be thoughtful and
contemplative, and therefore are rarely rash in doing
things. You are quite ambitious and are good at anything
that requires much detailing or working with numbers. You
are quick at finding fault with others. While looking for a
partner, you value a person's intellect far above their
looks or good old passion. You are quite shy and not very
comfortable demonstrating affection.
PEAR
If you put your mind to something you can do it successfully,
but by and large you tend to be fickle and have trouble
completing a task with the enthusiasm you started it with.
You need to know the results of your efforts almost immediately.
You enjoy mental stimulation and love to get into a good discussion!
9uess veh accurate nah. i chose cherry & peach first. ni ne? hehez.x. peeps out there. plx post a comment to tell mi wad ni choose k? choose at least 2. (neway. put ni name. so i noi who.)
| Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with Qingyun's Lurgy | |
| Cause: | old library books |
| Symptoms: | whistling, leaning at 45 degrees, mildly high blood pressure, excess mucus |
| Cure: | fresh air |
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
* take a walk alon9 Orchard Road alone.
& take a 9ood look at e people around u.
it may warm ya heart,
knowin9 tat: hey~ u are not alone. *
-advice of the dae-
& take a 9ood look at e people around u.
it may warm ya heart,
knowin9 tat: hey~ u are not alone. *
-advice of the dae-
{ OH MAH GOSH~!! }
i tell u 9uys!! there is a shop in FAR EAST. & the sales man is oh-mah-9od freakin9 CUTE!! >.< minty min saes, he is not shuai la. but cute.
{ round-round earrin9s. }
bou9ht earrin9s to pamper mahself todae. special, nice & cute ba. & for ya info. it is from e korean shop! hehez.x.
9uess i 9oin9 crazy over earrin9s. hav like 15 pairs of them at home?! hehez.x. mayb cux i short hair. wear le more suitable ba. 9ees.
{ tink-tink }
saw someone's blo9 todae. hmmm. suddenly find tat one can chan9e real fast ba. hmmm. read le headache seh. donoh reali understand wad e writer tokin9 bout. too messy & bri9ht. hmmm.
neway. read le i am thinkin9, isn't all tis i had been sayin9 or i had mentioned in mah post.?
hmmm. wadever. i don reali noi hu he/she is mentionin9 but to who-it may-concern: hey~ it's 9ood tat u understand. understand jiu hao. & mean everythin9 u say ba. remember wad u wrote in tat post of urs.
{ 'freaky' or 'freakin9' }
donoh y this few daes lik to use this words. hehez.x. not veh rude nah hor. lol.
i tell u 9uys!! there is a shop in FAR EAST. & the sales man is oh-mah-9od freakin9 CUTE!! >.< minty min saes, he is not shuai la. but cute.
{ round-round earrin9s. }
bou9ht earrin9s to pamper mahself todae. special, nice & cute ba. & for ya info. it is from e korean shop! hehez.x.
9uess i 9oin9 crazy over earrin9s. hav like 15 pairs of them at home?! hehez.x. mayb cux i short hair. wear le more suitable ba. 9ees.
{ tink-tink }
saw someone's blo9 todae. hmmm. suddenly find tat one can chan9e real fast ba. hmmm. read le headache seh. donoh reali understand wad e writer tokin9 bout. too messy & bri9ht. hmmm.
neway. read le i am thinkin9, isn't all tis i had been sayin9 or i had mentioned in mah post.?
hmmm. wadever. i don reali noi hu he/she is mentionin9 but to who-it may-concern: hey~ it's 9ood tat u understand. understand jiu hao. & mean everythin9 u say ba. remember wad u wrote in tat post of urs.
{ 'freaky' or 'freakin9' }
donoh y this few daes lik to use this words. hehez.x. not veh rude nah hor. lol.
Monday, June 20, 2005
*appreciate wad u have now.
sae i love you to ur loved ones.
don be embarassed!*
- advice of the day -
{ nod nod }
yeash!!! should appreciate!! mah computer down le. cannot use. sad na. so i cannot update le hor. untill wo de com wake up nor. hehez.x. sad nah..
Saturday, June 18, 2005
* find a dae & 9o out urself.
buy a teeny-weeny little 9ift.
it may jus costs less than a buck.
put it inside ur ba9.
when u 9et home,
u may hav already for9otten bout it.
but if by ani chance,
u ransacked ur ba9 & saw e teeny-weeny 9ift.
u will be cau9ht by surprise. *
- advice of dae -
buy a teeny-weeny little 9ift.
it may jus costs less than a buck.
put it inside ur ba9.
when u 9et home,
u may hav already for9otten bout it.
but if by ani chance,
u ransacked ur ba9 & saw e teeny-weeny 9ift.
u will be cau9ht by surprise. *
- advice of dae -
{ haiyo }
minty min sae cannot see e chinese words na? haiya. how? hmmmx. mayb i havta chan9e le ba.
translation nor. best resort. >.<
minty min sae cannot see e chinese words na? haiya. how? hmmmx. mayb i havta chan9e le ba.
translation nor. best resort. >.<
Your Deadly Sins |
Envy: 40% |
Sloth: 40% |
Greed: 20% |
Gluttony: 0% |
Lust: 0% |
Pride: 0% |
Wrath: 0% |
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% |
You will die in a duel. |
How Sinful Are You?
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. |
| With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. |
| You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. |
Your #1 Love Type: ENFP |
| The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ |
Your #2 Love Type: ENFJ |
| The Giver In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail. For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring. Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational. However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner. Best matches: INFP or ISFP |
Your #3 Love Type: ESFP |
| The Performer In love, you relish every moment and tend to get caught up in passion. For you, sex is how you get in touch with all your senses. Overall, you are creative, popular, and flexible. However, you tend to dislike criticism and avoid any conflict. Best matches: ISTJ or ISFJ |
Your #4 Love Type: INFP |
| The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
Your #5 Love Type: ESFJ |
| The Caregiver In love, you are very giving. You give your sweetie a lot of special attention. For you, sex should be warm and intimate... a way to give and share love. Overall, you are upbeat, kind, and affectionate. However, you tend to also be a bit needy and manipulative at times. Best matches: ISFP or INFP |
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
| LIANGQINGYUN | ||
|---|---|---|
| L | is for | Lovesick |
| I | is for | Intelligent |
| A | is for | Abstract |
| N | is for | Neglected |
| G | is for | Giddy |
| Q | is for | Quintesential |
| I | is for | Influential |
| N | is for | Neat |
| G | is for | Glittering |
| Y | is for | Young |
| U | is for | Upbeat |
| N | is for | Nice |
did some tests todae. veh nice. quite accurate thou9h. try them out ba peeps!
Friday, June 17, 2005
* mayb sometimes,
it is jus perfect to do thin9s
without 9ivin9 it a 2nd thou9ht ba.
so. peeps,
try to make a decision without considerin9,
mayb it will turn out perfect afterall. *
- advice of e day -
it is jus perfect to do thin9s
without 9ivin9 it a 2nd thou9ht ba.
so. peeps,
try to make a decision without considerin9,
mayb it will turn out perfect afterall. *
- advice of e day -
{ bBq niTe }
went jAmie~ house todae. hahaz.x. veh fun bah.
but i sho cruel. i killed freaky lots of ants. nv killed sho muchie in mah whole life ba.
hahaz.x. but it was fun. perfect 9atherin9.
went jAmie~ house todae. hahaz.x. veh fun bah.
but i sho cruel. i killed freaky lots of ants. nv killed sho muchie in mah whole life ba.
hahaz.x. but it was fun. perfect 9atherin9.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
* becux e heart could not hold the wei9ht of e tears.
therefore,
there is a load in e heart. *
-heart pain-
therefore,
there is a load in e heart. *
-heart pain-
{ broken vow--Lara Fabian}
tell me her name.
i want to know.
the way she looks.
& where you 9o.
i need to see her face,
i need to understand.
why u and i came to an end?
tell me a9ain.
i want to hear.
who broke ma faith in all these years.
who lays with u at night.
when i'm here all alone,
remembering when i was your own.
i'll let u go.
i'll let u fly.
why do I keep on asking why?
i'll let you go.
now that I found
a way to keep somehow
more than a broken vow.
tell me the words I never said.
show me the tears you never shed.
9ive me the touch,
that one u promised to be mine.
or has it vanished for all time.
i close ma eyes,
& dream of u and i.
& then i realize.
there's more to life than only bitterness and lies.
i close ma eyes.
i'd give away ma soul,
to hold u once a9ain.
& never let this promise end.
P.S. die. promise help `eve wit her blo9. but lik haven fulfil. >.<
tell me her name.
i want to know.
the way she looks.
& where you 9o.
i need to see her face,
i need to understand.
why u and i came to an end?
tell me a9ain.
i want to hear.
who broke ma faith in all these years.
who lays with u at night.
when i'm here all alone,
remembering when i was your own.
i'll let u go.
i'll let u fly.
why do I keep on asking why?
i'll let you go.
now that I found
a way to keep somehow
more than a broken vow.
tell me the words I never said.
show me the tears you never shed.
9ive me the touch,
that one u promised to be mine.
or has it vanished for all time.
i close ma eyes,
& dream of u and i.
& then i realize.
there's more to life than only bitterness and lies.
i close ma eyes.
i'd give away ma soul,
to hold u once a9ain.
& never let this promise end.
P.S. die. promise help `eve wit her blo9. but lik haven fulfil. >.<
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
*kan kai le.
everythin9 is yu 9uo tian qin9.
summer!!
thou9h i will think sometimes.
but,
i am for9ettin9 le.
:) cheers for mi yea?*
everythin9 is yu 9uo tian qin9.
summer!!
thou9h i will think sometimes.
but,
i am for9ettin9 le.
:) cheers for mi yea?*
{differences}
finalli i noi how to differentiate [like] & [love] le.
[like]
is jus on the surface bah. e9: i like ur hair, i like ur care & concern, i like ur smile.
it may be sweet, but won last de.
[love]
love started from likin9 someone.
becux u like him, therefore u are attracted to him.
as time 9oes by, u found out tat u understands him more le.
frm then on, everywhere he 9oes, u will be there.
everywhere he is, u will be jus ri9ht beside.
before u noi, u found out that u cannot leave him.
& u cannot bear to leave him alone.
this is when, love starts ba.
people out there, if u still like him. lets hope tat u will love him one dae.
let `wo 9ive ni stren9th ba. 9eez.x.
as for those who already found love, lets hope tat u will continue to love, the stren9th to love & the ability to love.
{re9rets}
there is 2 types of re9rets in the world.
1: not bein9 able to be with the one u love.
2: not bein9 able to see the one u love smile.
which one will u choose? i will chose 2. ni ne?
finalli i noi how to differentiate [like] & [love] le.
[like]
is jus on the surface bah. e9: i like ur hair, i like ur care & concern, i like ur smile.
it may be sweet, but won last de.
[love]
love started from likin9 someone.
becux u like him, therefore u are attracted to him.
as time 9oes by, u found out tat u understands him more le.
frm then on, everywhere he 9oes, u will be there.
everywhere he is, u will be jus ri9ht beside.
before u noi, u found out that u cannot leave him.
& u cannot bear to leave him alone.
this is when, love starts ba.
people out there, if u still like him. lets hope tat u will love him one dae.
let `wo 9ive ni stren9th ba. 9eez.x.
as for those who already found love, lets hope tat u will continue to love, the stren9th to love & the ability to love.
{re9rets}
there is 2 types of re9rets in the world.
1: not bein9 able to be with the one u love.
2: not bein9 able to see the one u love smile.
which one will u choose? i will chose 2. ni ne?
Friday, June 10, 2005
有一天，他对着她说：
{ 我只是一栋你正在住的房子。
这房子有个漏洞。
而你是我的主人。
房子的漏洞会让你在雨天让雨淋湿。
晴天被太阳晒伤。}
房子看不过主人受苦，希望主人搬家。
而主人却说她不想搬，因为她住习惯了。
此时房子很感动，想把自己的漏洞补好。
为了主人，一直到现在。。
房子与主人还住在一起。
一起经过任何风风雨雨。
房子是男生。
主人是女生。
男生愿意为了女生修正自己的缺点。
而女生也心甘情愿地住在房子里面。
两人互相扶持及鼓励，
才能让感情长久甜蜜。
{ 我只是一栋你正在住的房子。
这房子有个漏洞。
而你是我的主人。
房子的漏洞会让你在雨天让雨淋湿。
晴天被太阳晒伤。}
房子看不过主人受苦，希望主人搬家。
而主人却说她不想搬，因为她住习惯了。
此时房子很感动，想把自己的漏洞补好。
为了主人，一直到现在。。
房子与主人还住在一起。
一起经过任何风风雨雨。
房子是男生。
主人是女生。
男生愿意为了女生修正自己的缺点。
而女生也心甘情愿地住在房子里面。
两人互相扶持及鼓励，
才能让感情长久甜蜜。
Thursday, June 09, 2005
* thank you for not disappointin9 me,
9uess,
i had nv re9ret of gettin9 to noi u ba. *
9uess,
i had nv re9ret of gettin9 to noi u ba. *
{ complicated }
finali understood wad `snow means by life is complicated.
donoh y a simple incident can dra9 so mani ppl in. & twisted the whole story upside-down.
will anione believe me? 9uess onli wo de frenx will ba.
haiyo. 1 yr a9o de thin9y, brin9 it up will onli hurt ppl. so wad's the point.?
mah feelin9s are true jiu hao le. mah frenx trust wo jiu hao le. [ .oO ta ] trust wo jiu hao le.
finali understood wad `snow means by life is complicated.
donoh y a simple incident can dra9 so mani ppl in. & twisted the whole story upside-down.
will anione believe me? 9uess onli wo de frenx will ba.
haiyo. 1 yr a9o de thin9y, brin9 it up will onli hurt ppl. so wad's the point.?
mah feelin9s are true jiu hao le. mah frenx trust wo jiu hao le. [ .oO ta ] trust wo jiu hao le.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
* learnt to let 9o.*
i totalli hav no idea wad i feelin9 now.
but aniwae.
i won zai drop a tear for ni le.
this i promise.
but aniwae.
i won zai drop a tear for ni le.
this i promise.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
* does the decision reali lies in me?
don think can run from it animore?
or can i?*
don think can run from it animore?
or can i?*
{ mah sudden reflection }
let's tok thin9s well.
in a relationship, there is definateli no ri9ht or wron9. this is a true fact. we will be in the wron9 if we as a passer-by jus jud9e thin9s from wad we hear. don scold & pin-point directly on the two people involved. NOTE: e two ppl involved in e relationship. 9uess e best solution is to tok thin9s out with one another. no point tellin9 more & more ppl & in e end, misunderstandin9 dui ba.?
everyone hav their own way to portray how they feel. this cannot be chan9ed & tau9ht. be it 9ood or bad. most imptly is. try not to spoil one's reputation. ( i am not sidin9 anione, & if it is clear, i 9uess it helps both the parties)
- in conclusion: both parties plx tok to one another. COMMUNICATE!! noi is difficult. but 9uess in this way, lesser ppl will 9et involved & ar9uements will be minimised. -
no matter how 9ood a person is, when they sae their story, they will sure side themselves. everyone is e same. noone will deny, dui ma.?
but if i hear onli the story frm someone. i will definately help & believe in wad i hear. NOTE: believe. not jud9e. cus no matter wad. i believe her. this is normal human reaction i 9uess.
i cannot chan9e wad u think & wad u believe. jus like wad we said, u cannot chan9e our point of view too. u jus cont to believe wad u hear noone will blame ni de. cux its ya own freedom.
yes. mi as a passer-by not in position to comment their relationship. & in fact. i am not. but, when another passer-by start scoldin9 mah fren. NOTE: passer-by ar. then it is not possible for mi to stand at one side & keep quiet ba. no matter wad she is still mah hao pen9 you.
but wadever it is & in conclusion: i hope tat whoever comment plx hav ya motive rite. jus hope tat we don cux of reven9e or stuff likdat & take this relationship as an excuse to ar9ue wit one another. cus. we will onli hurt the 2 of them involved. i believe this is not wad we wan & wad u wan ba.?
P.S. hmmm. lon9 post. but clear cut ba. hmmmx. 9uess i learnt how to portray wad i wanna sae out clearli le na.? at least i 9ot put a NOTE on wad i sae. hehez.x.. this to prevent misunderstandin9s.
let's tok thin9s well.
in a relationship, there is definateli no ri9ht or wron9. this is a true fact. we will be in the wron9 if we as a passer-by jus jud9e thin9s from wad we hear. don scold & pin-point directly on the two people involved. NOTE: e two ppl involved in e relationship. 9uess e best solution is to tok thin9s out with one another. no point tellin9 more & more ppl & in e end, misunderstandin9 dui ba.?
everyone hav their own way to portray how they feel. this cannot be chan9ed & tau9ht. be it 9ood or bad. most imptly is. try not to spoil one's reputation. ( i am not sidin9 anione, & if it is clear, i 9uess it helps both the parties)
- in conclusion: both parties plx tok to one another. COMMUNICATE!! noi is difficult. but 9uess in this way, lesser ppl will 9et involved & ar9uements will be minimised. -
no matter how 9ood a person is, when they sae their story, they will sure side themselves. everyone is e same. noone will deny, dui ma.?
but if i hear onli the story frm someone. i will definately help & believe in wad i hear. NOTE: believe. not jud9e. cus no matter wad. i believe her. this is normal human reaction i 9uess.
i cannot chan9e wad u think & wad u believe. jus like wad we said, u cannot chan9e our point of view too. u jus cont to believe wad u hear noone will blame ni de. cux its ya own freedom.
yes. mi as a passer-by not in position to comment their relationship. & in fact. i am not. but, when another passer-by start scoldin9 mah fren. NOTE: passer-by ar. then it is not possible for mi to stand at one side & keep quiet ba. no matter wad she is still mah hao pen9 you.
but wadever it is & in conclusion: i hope tat whoever comment plx hav ya motive rite. jus hope tat we don cux of reven9e or stuff likdat & take this relationship as an excuse to ar9ue wit one another. cus. we will onli hurt the 2 of them involved. i believe this is not wad we wan & wad u wan ba.?
P.S. hmmm. lon9 post. but clear cut ba. hmmmx. 9uess i learnt how to portray wad i wanna sae out clearli le na.? at least i 9ot put a NOTE on wad i sae. hehez.x.. this to prevent misunderstandin9s.
Monday, June 06, 2005
* thou9h it is meant to be a secret.
but donoh why.
at the bottom of mah heart,
i wished tat u will see this. *
-kou shi xin fei-
but donoh why.
at the bottom of mah heart,
i wished tat u will see this. *
-kou shi xin fei-
{ haiya }
easier to be said than done. mayb mux yi shen9 zuo ze.
ppl who need to jia you jiu jia you bah. mu9 hard.
hope tat everyone, even ppl who are at e corner of the world be happy bah.
:)
P.S. donoh wad is the use of this blo9 nah.
easier to be said than done. mayb mux yi shen9 zuo ze.
ppl who need to jia you jiu jia you bah. mu9 hard.
hope tat everyone, even ppl who are at e corner of the world be happy bah.
:)
P.S. donoh wad is the use of this blo9 nah.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
*after noi-in9 wad i hav lost,
probably,
i jus have nothin9 to care bout & feel worry bout le.
i've 9ot wad i wanted,
wad i lon9ed for,
wad i need.
maybe i have no more re9rets.
but,
why do i still feel sad when u chan9ed,
when u are not there for mi animore?*
probably,
i jus have nothin9 to care bout & feel worry bout le.
i've 9ot wad i wanted,
wad i lon9ed for,
wad i need.
maybe i have no more re9rets.
but,
why do i still feel sad when u chan9ed,
when u are not there for mi animore?*
{ wu liao }
donoh why suddenli this thin9y happens a9ain. probably. no one will be on our side a9ain.
but to whoever-it-may-concern:
we are not e one startin9 it. make this clear. scold us -bitch if u like. don think we bother tat much le ba.
wad i promised i had fulfilled. but i've said. i cannot promise tat we won do anithin9 if they themselves find trouble with us. 9uess wad. it is reali happenin9.
jus sick & tired of havin9 all e blame on us. sae tat we are askin9 for sympathy or wad is up to u. but wad we are sayin9 are facts. wad happened is true. they started it & it cannot be chan9ed.
hah~ finalli the so-called an9el is voicin9 out. not in her business but in other's business. hey? take care of ya stuffs first k? at least i took care of mine b4 i cared bout others. i made mah stuffs clear le b4 i start anithin9 ba.
mayb u 9uys won understand why i am so a9itated. but plx. the one involved is mah best of fren. i had seen her throu9h her saddess moments. the least thin9 tat i can do as a fren is to prevent history to repeat itself ba -- at least for her history.
oh ya. 9uys~ plz don involve urself into this. or else ppl will start sayin9 we are contradictin9. but since it is openly in frenster. i am not surprised to expect the whole of mah class to noi bout this incident tat is happenin9 ba.
{ no more second thou9hts }
9uess i hav no more burden le ba. i hav lost some of e thin9s i treasured. all i left now is family love & frenship. mayb love ba.
famili love is difficult to come-by & definately difficult to be lost. futhermore, i had been 9uardin9 it all alon9. i am confident in it. so no worries.
second priority of mah life is frenship le. i will hold on to it, protect it. at least tat is wad i aim to do. i may have lost some of them. but i learn to hold on to wad is left. last time i may be a bad fren. but in this secondary life, i learnt alot. hope tat i have chan9ed for u 9uys. & the way i chan9ed is better of cux. >.< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">`sassy 9 cube `hui shi `melody & more. las year le. let's make it more fulfillin9, more interestin9. may our frenship lasts foreva. from this incident, we understand & experience how stron9 our frenship is bah.
as for love. for mah a9e. shuo bu shan9 love ba. still youn9. experienced de is nothin9 to adults de bah. but. i learnt from mah past. lost the one tat i treasured the most cus of yi shi de con9 don9. now re9ret aso won brin9 him back le. but. i have learnt le bah. next relationship will be better one.
lesson learnt: it may seemed ok at first when u lose him. but after a lon9 period of time, it is real devastatin9 ba.
in conclusion: i noticed nothin9 to bother mi le. freedom in a way. but still lon9ed for the past nah. :)
think tat i am xin9 fu de. veh little re9rets in life le. so. i am not pathetic. i hav mah frenx, family & loved ones. thanks 9uys for bein9 there.
{ 9oldfish 9al }
jia you~ u can do it de. u are more yon9 9an than ni expect. so. it is not the end of the world. there is still a little hole at the bottom. it may be difficult but jus squeeze throu9h it. by the time ni finish and 9ot out, the world will belon9s to u.
P.S. wow. lon9 entry. but at least i meant every sin9le word.
donoh why suddenli this thin9y happens a9ain. probably. no one will be on our side a9ain.
but to whoever-it-may-concern:
we are not e one startin9 it. make this clear. scold us -bitch if u like. don think we bother tat much le ba.
wad i promised i had fulfilled. but i've said. i cannot promise tat we won do anithin9 if they themselves find trouble with us. 9uess wad. it is reali happenin9.
jus sick & tired of havin9 all e blame on us. sae tat we are askin9 for sympathy or wad is up to u. but wad we are sayin9 are facts. wad happened is true. they started it & it cannot be chan9ed.
hah~ finalli the so-called an9el is voicin9 out. not in her business but in other's business. hey? take care of ya stuffs first k? at least i took care of mine b4 i cared bout others. i made mah stuffs clear le b4 i start anithin9 ba.
mayb u 9uys won understand why i am so a9itated. but plx. the one involved is mah best of fren. i had seen her throu9h her saddess moments. the least thin9 tat i can do as a fren is to prevent history to repeat itself ba -- at least for her history.
oh ya. 9uys~ plz don involve urself into this. or else ppl will start sayin9 we are contradictin9. but since it is openly in frenster. i am not surprised to expect the whole of mah class to noi bout this incident tat is happenin9 ba.
{ no more second thou9hts }
9uess i hav no more burden le ba. i hav lost some of e thin9s i treasured. all i left now is family love & frenship. mayb love ba.
famili love is difficult to come-by & definately difficult to be lost. futhermore, i had been 9uardin9 it all alon9. i am confident in it. so no worries.
second priority of mah life is frenship le. i will hold on to it, protect it. at least tat is wad i aim to do. i may have lost some of them. but i learn to hold on to wad is left. last time i may be a bad fren. but in this secondary life, i learnt alot. hope tat i have chan9ed for u 9uys. & the way i chan9ed is better of cux. >.< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">`sassy 9 cube `hui shi `melody & more. las year le. let's make it more fulfillin9, more interestin9. may our frenship lasts foreva. from this incident, we understand & experience how stron9 our frenship is bah.
as for love. for mah a9e. shuo bu shan9 love ba. still youn9. experienced de is nothin9 to adults de bah. but. i learnt from mah past. lost the one tat i treasured the most cus of yi shi de con9 don9. now re9ret aso won brin9 him back le. but. i have learnt le bah. next relationship will be better one.
lesson learnt: it may seemed ok at first when u lose him. but after a lon9 period of time, it is real devastatin9 ba.
in conclusion: i noticed nothin9 to bother mi le. freedom in a way. but still lon9ed for the past nah. :)
think tat i am xin9 fu de. veh little re9rets in life le. so. i am not pathetic. i hav mah frenx, family & loved ones. thanks 9uys for bein9 there.
{ 9oldfish 9al }
jia you~ u can do it de. u are more yon9 9an than ni expect. so. it is not the end of the world. there is still a little hole at the bottom. it may be difficult but jus squeeze throu9h it. by the time ni finish and 9ot out, the world will belon9s to u.
P.S. wow. lon9 entry. but at least i meant every sin9le word.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
* it may mean nothin9 to u
but why when i see it,
it jus pains mah heart.
makin9 me can't breathe.
maybe.
i am the one thinkin9 too muchie.
it maybe jus a simple foto.*
-simple foto-
but why when i see it,
it jus pains mah heart.
makin9 me can't breathe.
maybe.
i am the one thinkin9 too muchie.
it maybe jus a simple foto.*
-simple foto-
{ care-nival }
went for meetin9 todae. not bad. 9oin9 end soon le ba.
lookin9 forward to this carnival at 11 june.
went for meetin9 todae. not bad. 9oin9 end soon le ba.
lookin9 forward to this carnival at 11 june.
Friday, June 03, 2005
* a break up is just like a broken mirror.
it is better to leave it broken
than hurting yourself trying to fix it.*
-breakin9 up-
it is better to leave it broken
than hurting yourself trying to fix it.*
-breakin9 up-
{ chan9ing }
mah sudden desire to chan9e ba.
both e name of mah blo9 & the picture.
{ serendipity }
it means 9ood fortune na.
9ood luck in makin9 unexpected & fortunate discoveries.
jus hope tat i hav serendipities.
nicie word dui ba.? first time i like an En9lish word so muchie na. >.<
mah sudden desire to chan9e ba.
both e name of mah blo9 & the picture.
{ serendipity }
it means 9ood fortune na.
9ood luck in makin9 unexpected & fortunate discoveries.
jus hope tat i hav serendipities.
nicie word dui ba.? first time i like an En9lish word so muchie na. >.<
-why do i have to face up with thin9s that he had left behind for mi?-
a son9 i heard. part of the lyrics ba. -amen- from dai pei ni
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
* let me tell you this small secret of mine.
i had dropped a letter into e mailbox & immediately i re9retted.
deep in mah heart, i told mahself: "i won't write anymore le."
but, i still missed you deep in mah heart.
i invented mah own secret mailbox
& sent all the words i wanted to say to you there.
todae i wrote a few words to you & sent.
no matter where i am,
i always hav a teeny weeny hopeful thinkin9.
maybe one dae you will read the letters.
however,
the letters were never read.
it will always be mah secret mailbox.*
-mah secret mailbox-
i had dropped a letter into e mailbox & immediately i re9retted.
deep in mah heart, i told mahself: "i won't write anymore le."
but, i still missed you deep in mah heart.
i invented mah own secret mailbox
& sent all the words i wanted to say to you there.
todae i wrote a few words to you & sent.
no matter where i am,
i always hav a teeny weeny hopeful thinkin9.
maybe one dae you will read the letters.
however,
the letters were never read.
it will always be mah secret mailbox.*
-mah secret mailbox-
{ wallet }
jus bou9ht a wallet. finalli. love tat wallet sho muchie nor. hehez.x. veh nicie ba.
thanks `eve `hui shi & `melody for pei-in9 me buy ba. hehez.x.
jus bou9ht a wallet. finalli. love tat wallet sho muchie nor. hehez.x. veh nicie ba.
thanks `eve `hui shi & `melody for pei-in9 me buy ba. hehez.x.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
*Hi, my one and only 这么多天没见。
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边。
今天心情好吗？是否不愉快？
要一切都看得开。世界没有太坏。
虽然不在你身边，我的心有一条线。
连着你，牵着你。
好想你，想到愿意相信。
我就闭上了眼睛。你在这里。
别忘记，我们的约定。
一直都在我心里。
不管你在哪里，不要忘了我有多么爱你。
不要忘了吃饭，不管有多忙。
不要忘了开车时候，一定要往前看。
其实我真的很快乐，有你一直守候 。
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手。
虽然不在你身边，但我在你心里面。
我愿意等着你。
我好想你，想到不能呼吸。
想到全身没力气。没有关系。
你别忘记，我们的约定。
一直都在我心里。
不管你在哪里，不要忘了我有多么爱你。
我一直在这里，不要忘了我有多么爱你 *
-hao xian9 ni- by vivian hsu
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边。
今天心情好吗？是否不愉快？
要一切都看得开。世界没有太坏。
虽然不在你身边，我的心有一条线。
连着你，牵着你。
好想你，想到愿意相信。
我就闭上了眼睛。你在这里。
别忘记，我们的约定。
一直都在我心里。
不管你在哪里，不要忘了我有多么爱你。
不要忘了吃饭，不管有多忙。
不要忘了开车时候，一定要往前看。
其实我真的很快乐，有你一直守候 。
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手。
虽然不在你身边，但我在你心里面。
我愿意等着你。
我好想你，想到不能呼吸。
想到全身没力气。没有关系。
你别忘记，我们的约定。
一直都在我心里。
不管你在哪里，不要忘了我有多么爱你。
我一直在这里，不要忘了我有多么爱你 *
-hao xian9 ni- by vivian hsu
{wild wild wet}
todae went there. so fun & nicie leh. cannot make it.
9 craxy 9als ne. `eve `huishi `youmin `xueer `zhen `kelly `kiaboon `wendy.
actualli `jamie &`samantha 9oin9 de. but donoh why in e end don hav. *sad* na.
but veh fun all in all nor. heard tat 9ot a life9uard wan to noi one of us. jus tat he don dare. his frenx help in. hai. in e end still donoh who. we all 9uess it either `eve `huishi. hehez.x.
he not so bad lookin9 nor. not bad. >.<>
P.S. can add comments le wor! finalli.. i don reali like ta9-board. so mayb u 9uys can leave comments instead of ta9gin9 ba. hehez.x
I open my eyes.
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how.
I can’t remember why.
I’m lying here tonight.
And I can’t stand the pain.
And I can’t make it go away.
No, I can’t stand the pain.
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes.
I’ve got no where to run.
The night goes on,
As I’m fading away.
I’m sick of this life.
I just wanna scream.
How could this happen to me?
Everybody’s screaming.
I try to make a sound but no one hears me.
I’m slipping off the edge.
I’m hanging by a thread.
I wanna start this over again.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered.
And I can’t explain what happened.
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done.
No, I can’t.
-untitled- by simple plan
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how.
I can’t remember why.
I’m lying here tonight.
And I can’t stand the pain.
And I can’t make it go away.
No, I can’t stand the pain.
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes.
I’ve got no where to run.
The night goes on,
As I’m fading away.
I’m sick of this life.
I just wanna scream.
How could this happen to me?
Everybody’s screaming.
I try to make a sound but no one hears me.
I’m slipping off the edge.
I’m hanging by a thread.
I wanna start this over again.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered.
And I can’t explain what happened.
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done.
No, I can’t.
-untitled- by simple plan