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[I don wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin9 in a dark old dusty cellar
Waitin9 fer somebody, to come and set me free
I don wanna be like Snow White watin9
For a handsome prince to come and safe me
On a horse of white, unless we're ridin9 side by side
Don want to depend on no-one else
i rather rescue maself..]

Son9 By: Tata Young--Cinderella

do u wanna be like what is in the fairy tale and live in a beautiful yet unrealistic world..?

OR..

do u wanna be like what u are supposed to be and live in a horrible yet realistic world..?

too tired to think..

too tired of everythin9 that bothers..

budden..funni thin9y is..i nv 9et tired of dancin9x..

i am not a dancer..i onli dance fer fun..budden it is reali a fun thin9y to do..

buxi i may be..budden...at least i had live ma life to the fullest..

i may not dance well..budden..i am contented..

P.S. think tat i reali don have anithin9 to write tat why write this toopid thin9y ba..

i may be veri buxi le..i jux wanna 做我自己想做的东东。。

从来不知天高地厚，
不知如何体会别人的感受，
更不知有你的存在。

遇见了你，笨笨的我，乱得不知所措。
爱上了你，迷惑的我，失去了理智。
失去了你，呆滞的我，失去了方向。

我们的感情是否是个美丽的误会？
若是，至少我的眼泪不会轻易地离开了我的眼眶。

我们的难关，几时才能度过？
既然之前，我的勇敢能让我得到了你。
我相信它也会留得住你。

你的离去不只让我失去了勇气，
也让我失去了自我的保护。

在雨中安慰我，
是不是个浪漫的误会？

遗弃了我，
是不是个虚假的误会？

认识了我，
难道不是你的美丽的误会？

P.S. no time...jux mana9e to squeexe sometime fer this blo9..hehez.x..

x[thanky..fer ur love..]x

P.S.II think i reali not time le..tml then wirte ba..

“ 我只好假装我看不到。。看不到你和她在对街拥抱。。
你的快乐，我可以感受得到，这样的见面方式对谁都好。。
我只好假装我听不到，听不到别人口中的她好不好。。
再不想问，也不想被通知到，反正你的世界我管不了。。”

Son9 by: 戴佩妮---街角的祝福

wad will u do if u found the one u love not by ur side animore?..

i don reali noi..fer i nv try it b4..& i don wanna try..

think i will 9o into depression ba..[heez.x..let's hope tat it won't happen]

but if it reali happens to me..9uess the lyric tells everthin9 le ba..

i will jux 9ive up everythin9 i had with ma sweetheart..i 9uess i won't love someone who 背叛 me as muchie as before le ba..

the feelin9s is 9one le lorx..

it's not becux i am bad..but will u still love someone when he is not there fer u le..

but there are times..thin9s don 9o ur way..

ur feelin9s don 9o ur way..

i may be a different person when i found out that i reali love him ba..

"I don care what they say,
i don care what they do..
they can locked me up forever,
tryin9 to stop mi lovin9 u..
they try to keep Romeo & Julia apart..
Baby,
it doesn't matter what they say..
i onli listen to ma heart.."

Delta 9oodrem--i don care

it takes alot of 勇气 to love somebody..

one difficulty is to accept him fer who he is..

next..is of cux abt whether 你介意别人如何看待你和他。。

the one u love u may think tat he is the perfect 9uy in the world..but in fact..he is a jerk..

you will be the one who think tat he is a jerk..jux becux everyone does..

又或许。。你是那个认为他是好男人的傻瓜。。？

will u still love him as muchie when every sin9le frenx of urs protest..?

..will u listen to ya fren..or will u follow ur heart...?

但是..a true fren will not stop u from havin9 ur happiness rite..?

But..一个真心的朋友也不会希望你陷入一段不会有好结果的恋情吧。。？

which one will u choose to believe..?

P.S. to ma fren..

9al ar..this is wad i wanna tell u..

9al ar..!! jia you...don think too muchie..u can 9et over it..

time will heal ur wounds..no one will blame u fer every decision u made...u had do all ur part in lovin9 him..

u are not the one who disappoint him..rite?..

who says u are not perfect?..don think tat she is better than u jux becux he choose her instead of u rite?..

he disappointed u doesn't mean that the rest will too..

he is the one cuxing u all the hurtx u had..but the one who loves u now won...

cux he is a different person..

don think that jux becux of him hurtin9 u the rest will hurt u too..

the one who loves u now will treat u better...& in fact shower u with more love & concern..jux to heal ur heart from the hurtx u had..

don ever for9et him..he is the one who can take u out of the misery..

u had feelin9s fer him..cux if u don..u won even be bothered wit how he feels..isn't it..?

P.S. i am 9oin9 to write bout maself le..

time is created by oneself..the amt. of times u spent wit ur loved ones are under ur control..isn't it..

but sometimes..it is not the case..

thin9s jux keep comin9 in...& u have tons & tons of thin9y to do..when u finish one...another one is approachin9..

when u wanna squeeze some time out fer urself aso veri difficult..

as fer mi..sometimes..i rrly wished to 'abandon' everythin9 & carry on wit the life i truly wanna to..

but there are consequences..bein9 irresponsible & stuff liddat will come rin9in9 inside ur head...

& by the end of the day..i still havta carry on wit the toopid & buzi life...

when i 9et buzi..even ma frenx 9et invlove too..esp. ben nu ren..

thanky sho muchie...

i will try to jia you!!!..cux i am stron9..!!!0(^...^)0

——有人说，暗恋的职责是沉没。

沉没，因为我不知道这么开口，这么对你说。

沉没，因为我说不出自己有什么好处，而你的好处却很多。

沉没，因为你身边有一个人，而他对你很好，我不想破坏你的幸福。

沉没，因为我怕被你拒绝。我怕你说：

“你很好，可是。。”

我的字典里，已经有太多[可是]了，我这么能够再承受一次？

沉没，是因为我们是好朋友，我怕从此失去一个知己，又得不到一个情人。

沉没，是我不想你以为我一直为你做这么事情，是因为我暗恋你，而不是欣赏你的才干。

沉没，是因为我不能想你保证些什么，我不能给你些什么。

沉没，是因为我不详你知道表面上满不在乎的我，原来那么脆弱。

沉没，是因为我也许不适合你，也许有其他人比我更能够照顾你。。——

i read this from a webby..hope that all of u will like it..

P.S. hmmm...i noi i veri lon9 nv blo9 le..but cux this week veri bizi...hmmm...cannot tahan le..sho if this few weeks nv blo9 mux 原谅。。

原来自己不聪明，原来什么都没有。。
原来应该了解的道理，现在才知道。。
原来输给了时间，原来输给了自己。。
原来错在不承认失败，谁可以原谅我。。

Son9 by: 张震岳--认输。。

donnoi why i choose this son9..but maybe cux i listenin9..then find nice nice ..then choose ba..

when ever we decided on certain thin9s..we will not feel re9ret sho easily..

but it is all becux of 原来, that's why we will feel re9ret..

it is all becux ..if we nv think sho muchie..

"原来我不应该这样。。
原来他真的爱我。。
原来这样。。原来那样。。”

if we nv think sho muchie..probably..we won feel sho unhappi ba..

ppl sae that it is 9ood to noi the truth..but it will aso hurt u with the realistic truth..

u realise ur mistakes..& will even let u find out that..u had lost somethin9 precious; special out there..

u will feel..oh ma 9od...

if it is me..hmmm...i will cry out loud..by maself...

P.S yesterday nv blo9, cux reach home late..somemore not a happi day..hmmm..

"Don say you love me, unless forever
Don tell me you need, if you're not 9onna stay
Don 9ive me this feelin9, i'll onli believe it
Make it real, or take it all away.."

Son9 By: The Corrs--Don say you love me..

everyone will feel happi when someone say "i love u" to her..

but the problem is..is it frm the bottom of his heart?

wad is the use of sayin9 all the sweet words when none of them are real..?

it will onli make mi happi fer a period of time..by the end of it..i will fall into a darkness of hurtx & unhappiness

if u don love someone..tell him/her..don 9ib them too muchie hope..

u may not wanna hurt them by tellin9 the truth..but it is a fact that u don have feelin9s fer them..

so at the end of everthin9, they will still noi that they are not truly loved..

& worse still..they will be hurt more, for they noi that their efforts are put to a waste..

if i am the one involved..i rather u tell mi that u don love me at the be9innin9..at least..i won't waste anitime on u who is not worth it...i rather waste it on someone who loves mi more..

P.S. i am not happi todae..rrly..

wad happen to u? you wasn't urself these days..

we were not in the same class as last time le..naturally..the time we spend with one another is lesser le..budden..we are sistax fer sho lon9..how am i not suppose to noi bout wad u are feelin9..?

you have alwayx kept everythin9 to urself..u don wanna say unless u are forced to or wadsoever..

but ur actions and expressions show it all..esp. the hurtx u had..

it jux appear ri9ht in front of ma eyes..

you may not be the one i love..but u are definitely the one i care; treasure & protect fer..

you may not tell us everytin9, but we are not toopid..

u are hurt..!!..rite?..

i wouldn't ask u wad happen to u..it will onli hurt u more..

i noi at this point of time..u wouldn't wan to face the hurtx u had..

u do not have to tell me everythin9..it makes no difference of noiing or notx..

i jus wanna tell u tat..

alwayx remember tat i am here fer u..no matter wad happens..even if u are the one at fault..we will support u..fer..u are ma fren; ma buddy; ma playmate; ma sista..

plx..be happi & smile..

一个关怀的眼神胜过千言万语。。

P.S. a story bout ma fren..

*为何付出了那么多..换来的却是你的冷漠..*

she was wit her sweetheart fer 1 year..it was a veri lon9 year..with all kinda memories..sad; happi; disappointed; sweet etc...

but without doubt, she put in lots of effort in it..jus to make him love her more & most imptly..to maintain the relationship..

but when it comes to relationship matters..要的是两个人的付出吧..

1 year le..she's tired of bein9 the onli one puttin9 in effort..he treats her well..but onli when he sense somethin9 wron9..

both of them had lots of problems which test their relationship..

can they pass it with flyin9 colours depends on both of their effort ba..

when two persons get into a relationship..they are one..whatever they do..they need one another..witout anione of them..it will nv be completed..

she wanted to end the relationship..but everyone advise her not to..jus cux of the 1 year relationship..it has been sho lon9..她可以忍受了一年..为何现在不能了呢?

but..她很痛苦..rrly..she cried fer him..she is tired of everthin9..she could not stand it ani lon9er..

bein9 her frenx..we decided to ask her to 9ive up..

when we are in a relationship...wad's impt is tat she is happi..

be it u are the 9uy or ma fren..wad will u do..? 9ive up?..continue..?

when it comes to relationship..noone is at fault..we nv noi the true side unless we are the one involved..

i am not here to encoura9e ma fren to end the relationship..but the most impt thin9 is..plz be happi..

whatever decision u made..juz make sure tat u don feel re9ret..

& b4 u made ani decision..think of him..he loves u alot..thou9h u had put in effort..but at least u are repaid by his tender & care..

u may be sufferin9..but he may aso be the one sufferin9..mayb more than u..

~当你有了勇气恋爱时..你也一定要准备好牺牲的勇气..~
~要得到一个完美的爱情..你就得牺牲嘛..~

*love is all bout how much u 9ave..not bout how much u 9et back in return..*

P.S. u may not a9ree with this sentence..but without 9ivin9, how do u 9et back what u had lost?

P.S. i will be writin9 a fairytale orhx..somethin9 i like..

Once upon a time, a witch casted a spell on a handsome prince & he became a [火柴王子]..he lived in a cotta9e and noone met him..

one dae, a beautiful princess came into the cotta9e..& 火柴王子fall in love with her at the first si9ht..as it is winter..& the princess was cold..she asked..

"can u li9ht ur hands to keep mi warm?"

without hesitation, 火柴王子 li9ht up his hands..after his hands was blown off..the princess ask a9ain..

"if u truly love me..can u li9ht ur le9s to keep mi warm?"

a9ain..火柴王子li9ht up his le9s to keep his sweetheart warm..not lon9 later..the princess asked a9ain..

"to prove your love fer mi..could u li9ht ur head to keep mi warm?"

this time..the prince hesitated..fer if he li9ht up his head..he will die..however..

cux of love..he li9hted himself up..

the princess was shocked..she was touched..she wanted to put out the fire by sheddin9 her tears..but she cant..

in the end, 火柴王子 died..a while later...a witch came to the cotta9e to look fer 火柴王子..when the princess told her tat he was dead..the witch smirked & said..

"再多一个时辰, 他就可以变回王子了..他怎么会忘了呢?"

火柴王子 nv forget that he will be back to a prince in an hour time..but cux of love..he 9ave up his life to 带给公主快乐..

will there be ani 9uy in the world be like 火柴王子?
will there be ani 9uy who will 9ive up everythin9 fer his sweetheart?

OR..

are u the princess who took everythin9 fer 9ranted?

no matter which one u are..it makes no difference..doesn't it?..

王子和公主是不是真的可以有一个快乐的结局..?

cux of love u can do anithin9 that even urself find it incredible..be it toopid or not...most imptly is that u find it worthwhile..

火柴王子 maybe toopid..but to him..he may find it worthwhile esp. fer his princess..even if he would not be able to be wit her..wad rrly matters is tat..

she will be truly happi & safe..

P.S.will i eva find ma 火柴王子?..but i do not wanna be the princess..

*越认真的人..伤得越深..*

everybody went on a relationship before..but how mani of them had put all their effort in it?

some are afraid to;
some jus do not wanna to;
some rrly put all their heart into it..

how bout u?..u are under which 'cate9ory'..?

which ever cate9ory u fall into..there is sure a reason behind it..hmmm.?

i have frenx who put in lots of effort..but in the end..
一切的努力换来的却是结束..

i have frenx who do not put in ani sin9le bit of effort..in the end..
自然而然的换来的也是结束..

i have frenx who are afraid to put in effort..in the end..
无法避免的..换来的也是结束..

why is it that no matter what u do..the endin9 is alwayx the same..?

ppl may sae that..it is better not to put in effort..as u wun feel too much hurt..

but fer mi..i rather put in all the effort...& do not feel re9ret at the end of the day..

i may be the one who suffered the most..but..at least..i noi tat i had tried ma best to 'safe' the relationship..

如果结果还是一样..那么我知道我已尽力了..

commitment is not somethin9 u can control..it is all bout how much u love the person..

if u have found the person u love truly..no one can stop u from puttin9 effort..cux to u..u think tat it is worth it..isn't it..

when the endin9 does not 9o ur way..u cannot blame anione..fer u are the one who choose to..

*越认真的人..伤得越深..*

it all depends on ur point of view ba..

P.S. i am back frm camp le..tired..nv 9o school todae..suddenly miss sch sho muchie..now rainin9..listen to radio sae will..budden thou9ht tat all crap lidDat..in the end..hmmm...^佩服^..

now listenin9 to a son9..beli nice worx..

品[冠]—*爱情*不能作比较

"车子里收音机 空气中还飘着雨
在这个深夜里 你应该在他那里
有多久没再遇见你 房里没了你的气息
而我终于扔掉了你给我的所有东西

我刻意填满了 生活里每寸空隙
我知道不容易 但我仍试着继续
听说你比从前开心 我还能有怎样的情绪
除了祝福 我不想再多说一句

(别再说) 他很好 他多好 这些我并不需要知道
再难忘掉 多狂烈的拥抱 这回忆他怎么给的到

他多好 和我不同的好 最后是谁不重要
因为我不要 你拿他和我作比较
(因为我知道 爱情不能作比较)

就算是 今天还一个人依靠 明天谁又比谁好
爱看不到听不到怎能做比较

希望你知道 爱情不能作比较"

comparin9 the love u received frm this 9uy to another 9uy is 难免的..budDen..don eva love him cux u think tat they are alike..

you will hurt him more than eva..

love him for who he is..& aso for who u are when u are with him..

if you don love him, say it out..don keep it inside ya heart..

the lon9er u dra9 it..the hurt will be more..

since u don love him le..then don 9ib him ani 错误的感觉..

this is a 9ood lesson learnt..for mi..

*幸福是靠自己去争取的*

remember once i mentioned about ma fren meetin9 a 9uy on the bus frm malaysia?..

hmMm..well..she meet him a9ain..

frankly when everione saw him..we were shocked..veri..nv feel sho special..

& this time..we definitely would not let him 9et away..frankly..i am the one hu tok to him first..

i nv thou9ht tat i could be sho brave..probably cux i am not the one involved ba..

he was too shocked to saw ma fren a9ain..we 9ot his number & ma fren sms him to make frenx..

& guess wad..they hit off real fast..they tok on the phone the day they meet each other..

now..ma fren is veri happi to noi him..& nv re9ret 9ettin9 his no...

this incident may not concern mi at all..but it has quite a big influence on mi..

[每个人都有属于自己的幸福..it onli depends if u have noticed it notx..the frenx u have now..the sweetheart u love now all comes frm *FATE]

*幸福是靠自己去争取的*

it won come easily..u would have to fi9ht fer it..!

P.S i won be writin9 blo9 these few days..9ot camp in pulau ubin..!..take care, maself..!

*寻找恋人就像是在选衣服。。
虽然合身，但颜色却不合胃口。。
当我们找到一个很喜欢的衣服时。。已经太迟了。。
因为它已被人买去了。。*

i heard this quote from a tv show..it means a lot to me as i find it veri meanin9ful..isn't it?..

not mani ppl have the chance to choose a perfect sweetheart..fer u will neber noi if u were the earlier one or the later one..

e perfect sweetheart will never stay lon9 and wait fer u to confess ur love..since she is perfect..surely there are alot more ppl who likes her..some may suit her more & have much hi9her qualities than u..

therefore..seize the chance..don wait till u have no more chance to confess ur love le..

don feel regret at the end of the day..jia you..u may not be the best choice..u may not have the looks or whatsoever..

but what's impt is tat u love her more than anione..

with jus this reason..u win the rest of the better suitors..

a perfect sweetheart 9oes fer ur love & ur inner qualities..not ur outer qualities..

if she do..9o on & look fer a new one..cux she is not worth it animore..

那只是个中看不中用的衣服罢了。。

if the perfect one wasn't there animore..look fer a new one

there are tons & tons of different kinda clothes..

don 9ive up the entire clothes in the world jus fer 1 single clothes..

there will be a better one fer u..

无[心]伤害===杜德[伟]

""真心无奈 多心都为了爱 我坐在这
傻傻的发呆 我仍依赖 你纯纯的爱
我心还在 爱你的人还在 苦苦等
想哭哭不出来 无心伤害 你应该明白
爱太多空隙 受伤容易 互信互爱才是唯一
对你的付出 都放在心里 我始终这样珍惜
我怎么会忘记 Feel So Sorry
Baby I'm So Sorry, I Never Meant
I Never Meant To Hurt You
无心伤害 你应该明白
Feel So Lonely, Baby I'm So Lonely
Do YOU Know, I Need You To Come Back
Are You Alright, I Miss You Tonight
(请快点回来) 真心仍在 与你永不分开
这一生 只顾和你相爱 与你同在 只为你等待
爱是纯真 爱是无恨 不在乎怎么会 痛苦万分
我真的太笨 不懂心疼 Baby Please Come Back
Oh Ya""

*能否遇到一个人并不容易..*

hahaz.x..todae veri funni..& one of a special day in ma life..but actually none of ma business la..

but 就是很开心..hehez.x..

ma fren told us bout meetin9 this cute 9uy on a bus back to sin9apore from malaysia..

she saw him & they smiled at one another..then we were walkin9 around *CP at tat time..
then suddenly she shouted and slapped herself..she told us she saw tat 9uy..

世上真的有那么巧的一件事吗?

it rrly has..oh ma 9od..i was so shocked..& we encoura9e her to 9o and make frenx wit him..well u noi..[FATE let them meet a9ain]..lol..then in the end we lost him...haiyo..sho sad u noi..haiyo..:(

为什么要在我们失去后才知道他的存在?

she was sho sad to missed the 9uy..but she cannot do anithin9..cux she had lost the chance..wad can she do now?..but to wait fer the 9uy to appear a9ain ba...

deep in ma heart..thou9h i m not the one involved..but i truly hope tat the 9uy will appear..

why?

firstly..cux i wanna ma fren to be happy..

but the most imptly is..if he rrly appears & 9et to noi ma fren...doesn't tat means tat..

世上真的有缘分呢!!

*能否遇到一个人并不容易..*

[reality]..by [r]ichard [s]anderson

"Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there,
I didn't know I cared
there was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality,
a different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist,
honey don't resist
show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true,
show me what to do
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of reality
may be my foolishness has past
And may be now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
and holding you seems right
perhaps that's my reality

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true,
feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality,
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
and loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality"

P.S. somethin9 bout mi..a9ain..

*被祝福的恋爱..就是我最想要的恋爱*

i don quite understand maself la..budden one thin9y i can be sure is tat..

if i ever find anione or anithin9 tat i like..i will 9o wit ma heart to love it; treasure it; protect it..i don wanna care bout wad ppl think..

in fact..我的执着..就像个男生..

however, sometimes u will have to think of wad ppl say..

luckily..the one tat i like now..i have 9one fer him..i nv missed the chance to noi him..

wad's more..is tat 我们的恋爱是被祝福的..

this is the reason why..i treasure him more than ever..

*被祝福的恋爱..就是我最想要的恋爱*

to [陌生人]..
" hey..谢谢你的祝福..
frankly..you nv hold mi down from ma happiness..cux i follow ma heart & love him even if you object..but u nv..[thanky..]
反而是你..9o fer the one who needs u more ba..she's worth it..she will treasure u..
什么 don wan to be tied down..all crap..
you will be happier orhx..
9o fer her ba..*jia you!!* she needs u alot la..i am a 9al..i noi..we wan more than a fren if we found someone we like..
我会比谁都更加地祝福你..

*藏在心里的话一定会伤人;一定不是好话..*

everyone have a word of their own..

some of them wants to express it out openly;
some of them will keep it inside their heart & sae it out only when they could not take it;
some jux keep quiet & nv sae anithin9 to anione...

people with different personality..will have different way of dealin9 wit their words of heart ba..

wad kinda person am i..?

我不知道..

to me..i find that it is under different situation ba..

are u at the ri9ht position to say..?
are u suppose to say..?
& when u sae..will u hurt anione..?

it's not tat u don wanna say..it is becuz u CANNOT say wad u truly feels..!

you wanna shout out everythin9 & tell everyone how u feel..but u cant..
you will definitely hurt someone out there when u sae the words..

*藏在心里的话一定会伤人;一定不是好话*

i'm sure everyone have the same situation before ba..

when it rrly comes to this kinda thin9y..wad will u do..? 可不可以教一教我啊?

*sorry* seems to be the most easy word to say..

but to some ppl..it is the hardest word..

to me..*sorry* had always bein9 veri impt as it can improve a relationship instead of makin9 it worse..

however, in some cases..it is not the way...

*sorry* tends to hurt more..than before...

what's worse is when u don even be able to say sorri animore..cuz u felt numb wit the word le..

to u..it means nothin9 le..

sayin9 too much sorri can also hurt oneself..becuz the moment u sae sorri..it means tat u had hurt the person a9ain..

who would wan to hurt ppl..伤人并不好受..!!

the more u say..the more u hurt e person..& at this moment..u have lost the chance of sayin9 sorri le..

* how does it feel when u apolo9ize a9ain & a9ain..& u are nv for9iven..?*

thou9h u hurt the person alot..unknowin9ly..but won't u even have a teeny weeny bit of chance to apolo9ize?..

P.S. somethin9 bout mi le..

过去的事可以忘了吗?

everyone have a past in the bottom of their heart..

some of them are happi;
some are memorable;
some are touchin9;
some are sad;
& some are hurtful...

i dare not say ma is the most happi one or the most hurtful one, fer i don noi the others..

but..to me...a past is a past..it is forever left alone le..

it has became ma memories..& i will try not to brin9 it up a9ain..

the past can nv be brought to the present..you may re9ret le..u may blame yaself fer everythin9..but wad done is done..it can nv be amended or chan9ed a9ain..

the mistakes & hurtful thin9s i made can nv be brou9ht forward..& it cannot be chan9ed to the better..

而且..我已失去了道歉的资格..

as fer now..i am happi wit ma life..i am contented..& i don wanna lose ma life now..

i don wan it to become a past le..

but at certain times when thin9s don 9o ma way..i will naturally feel sad..isnt it...

it is not wron9 to feel sad ar..

but why when i am happi..there will be someone who will be hurt..?

*难道..快乐有罪吗..?*

或许..这些都是我的过去所带来的吧?

我不想再回想过去了..
竟然过去了..我也不想再回头..
竟然做错了..我也再也不想纠正了..

我满意我的现在..我也不想失去了我的现在..
因为我不想再让过去重演..我不想再犯下同样的错误..
我会珍惜我现在所拥有的..

*what i truly wanna say:
如果你不满意现在的我..如果你不能接受现在的我..
那我也没有办法了..
虽然你会伤心，难过..但是我已尽力了..

我也有无助的时候..我也会有放弃的一天..

既然你不能够接受..

或许很久以前我们已经是陌生人了..

i may be selfish..but since i have came to this state..i will nv 9ive up of wad i have now..
i have to hold on to it;
protect it;
treasure it;
& love it..