{ rainin9 ni9ht }

didn't want to blo9 liao le. but no choice. cus now rainin9 ni9ht. don wanna miss the chance to blo9 my happiness in this rainin9 ni9ht.

okie. i am contented.

i just love rain at ni9ht.

{ bye bye }

Os le. forcusin9. so must jiao dai a little bit

i will not be blo99in9 already le. after Os zai flo0d ba.

tata, my blo9.

P.S. the rain is freakin9 heavy. with thunder. 9od.

{ unlucky day }

don want `snow to say. in the end. she like keep quiet a lot.

i won't say about it here. only become the joke of the day.

just wanna say. i am a dumbass. hahaz.x.

{ volunteer work }

same thin9. should be studyin9. in the end. still 9o do volunteer work. hahaz.x.

today teach the little kids first aid. hope they 9ot learn a lot ba.

hot day thou9h.

{ wo. de. ta. ta. }

ta.ta. birthday tommorrow orhs. have no idea if he will read this today.

but just wanna say..

i want to keep u in the dark.! secret. surprises. you are not suppose to know yet. 9ees.

thanks to `minty min `evelyn `snow `mel0dy `kailin9 `maureen `w3nde. xie xie ni men de help. >.<

ta.ta must thank a lot of ppl by the end of the day orhs.

{ da. 9e. 9e. }

my bi9 bro came back from NS le. then he 9ot jump the parachute kinda stuffs. in the end. injure himself ba.

na-na nor. cannot take care of himself de lei. make whole family worry for him only. 应该被骂的咯。！

miss him quite a lot. so many months le. at ni9ht hai hao 9ot 2nd bro pei. if not sure bored.

thanks to my two brothers. hahaz.x.

{ future }

力不从心。 discuss a lot about the future with `minty min today.

in the end. i 9uess i still come to the conclusion of 9oin9 to poly.

hahaz.x. wu liao de me. thanks `min for the advices ba. help a lot a lot..

P.S. today like thank-in9 day. no la. i 9o0d mo0d ma. (:

{ huo 9ai }

went to `evelyn house yesterday. & told them a joke about `mel0dy fell down at VJC de scenario. then i lau9hed the loudest.

in the end. today i fell down nor. at bu9is. so pain. from the top of the staircase to the bottom nor. haiyo.

`mel0dy lau9hed so loud when she heard about it. she better to careful tml. to0pid 9al.

{ national library }

sin9apore students real fortunate nor. can access to such hi9h-quality facilities. even a library has to be that nice nor.

`snow and i went there today. a bit mountain turtle. it is so quiet there lor. very xin ku. wanna ask question also very difficult. you flip a pa9e. people will start lo0kin9 at you. so na-na.

but there really very nice lor. hi9h-class ba.

{ son9 for ta.ta. }

美好的夜晚，星星是烛光。
我们都陶醉在幻想。
双手是摇篮，我们在摇晃。
轻轻的靠在彼此身上。

月儿弯弯，像条小船。
随着风儿，
我们一起离开了海岸。

迷失了方向，也不慌张。
只要能在一起 ，
就怕这旅程会太过短暂。
我们都一样只属于对方。

我的手掌只留着你的温暖。
你温柔眼光我独自欣赏 。
好与坏我们都一起分享 。
我们轻轻的在夜里歌唱 ，
却不知怎了，有一种小期盼。

我眼睛慢慢闭上，
你随着风一起吹过，
我的脸庞。

son9 By: 梁静茹 -- 好夜晚9o0d ni9ht

{ JC tourin9. }

9uess the only JC that appeals to me is SAJC le ba. only like that particular scho0l ba. somemore it is movin9 to poton9 pasir next yr le. near to sen9kan9 ma. so quite covenient ba.

hmmm. puttin9 myself in a state of confusion a9ain. totally no idea where to 9o after Os ba. need some advice man. but like. a lot.

think the only decision still lies within me. my family supports whatever decision i make thou9h. so. walk a step. think a step. he3s.

{ movies }

went to catch a movie with ta.ta. on saturday.

- april snow - the show is so-so only lei. not that nice as the media promotes. pretty dry. the whole show is like. less than 50 conversations.? he3s. a little kua zhan9.

but the characters very beautiful & handsome. >.< { rainin9 cats and do9s. }

today rain freakin9 heavy. wanna sleep de nor. hahaz.x. perfect day to slack. so. i slacked.

hahaz.x.

donoh why. i like the feelin9s of rainin9 ni9ht. esp. with family eatin9 dinner and watchin9 tv to9ether. feel real cosy ba.

but. rainin9 days can catch cold real easy orhx. so.. must take care of own health orhx.

ta.ta. cannot fall sick orhx. if not i will heartpain de. help you cover blanky. (:


{ 认真的女人 }

看 城市睡得多么沉
梦 醒在黎明时分
冷 都是太习惯有你 分享体温
忘了自己不平衡 傻傻空等
我 不再为你不锁门

爱 还有很多可能
让 所有柔情都勇敢的燃烧
像朵玫瑰花绽放 生命的缤纷
认真的爱人不怕有伤痕

笑和泪都痛快完整
认真的追求你不懂心疼
我做我幸福的主人

认真的态度是一种过程
付出的不会是牺牲
认真的坚持迎向你人生
你就是最美的女人

son9 by: 高慧君 -- 认真的女人最美丽

never ima9ined that i can be so serious in a relationship until i met someone i treasure ba. for every ladies in the universe. i 9uess you will be the most beautiful when you are serious and devoted in a certain thin9 ba.

at least you will feel that you are beautiful yourself.

when you are serious in somethin9. you just don think that whatever you did is sacrificin9. i feel that it is a way of puttin9 in your best effort to keep somethin9 or someone by your side.

for every ladies out there: show the 9uys how beautiful you can be ba. he3s.

for ta.ta. : " thou9h i may feel insecure sometimes. feelin9 as if i cannot control our future. but i know that havin9 you by my side will be perfect enou9h. i don't wanna care about the future. & i just want to appreciate now & treasure it. i believe. with you. i will become the most beautiful woman. puttin9 all my effort in the relationship. (: "

{ lei le lei le. }

it is very very tirin9 today. went to open house today. nyjc & tjc.

tjc is nice. but to0 difficult to 9o in le. somemore don't really appeal to me much either. hmmm. thou9h they are united.

wow. tourin9 around JCs are much much more tirin9 than studyin9. he3s. but it is 9o0d la. experience different lifestyles there.

`miss lee psycho me to 9o JC a9ain. expected thou9h. cus she always wanted me to 9o ba. & you know what reason she 9ave me.? she thinks that if i 9o poly i will very easily bei 9uys pian.

really meh.? i always thou9ht i very smart de lei. `mel0dy lau9hed so loud when she heard that. zhe yan9 zuo jiu dui le.


{ son9s }

like a number of son9s these days.

to my partner in class, mr lim yon9 chen9. LOOK HERE.! it is just plain coincidence.

actually i really don't mind la. just think to0 qiao only. no special feelin9s ba. freedom to like any son9 dui ma.? 9o0d taste we have lei.


{ nice son9 }

这一刻，突然觉得好熟悉 。
像昨天，今天同时在放映 。
我这句语气，原来好像你 。
不就是我们爱过的证据？

差一点，骗了自己骗了你。
爱与被爱不一定成正比。
我知道被疼是一种运气。
但我无法完全交出自己。

努力为你改变，却变不了预留的伏线。
以为在你身边，那也算永远。
仿佛还是昨天，
可是昨天，已非常遥远。
但闭上双眼，我还看得见。

可惜不是你，陪我到最后。
曾一起走却走失那路口。
感谢那是你，牵过我的手。
还能感受那温柔 。

那一段，我们曾心贴着心。
(我想我更有权力关心你)
可能你，已走进别人风景。
多希望，也有星光的投影。

感谢那是你，牵过我的手。
还能温暖我胸口。

son9 by: 梁静茹 --- 可惜不是你。

don't suit my feelin9s now. but if this son9 really represent someone's feelin9s. i guess. just by standin9 in his/her shoes for a few minutes. will hurt a billion ba.

sometimes. we have to bow down to fate nor.

{ freakin9 an9ry }

okie. we are an9ry today. very in fact.

were at metro buyin9 perfume for mr Koh. then we are like. suspected of stealin9.!

hello.~ knock knock. if we want to steal anythin9. do we have to buy a 95 bucks perfume from there.? & if we want to steal anythin9. are we so stupid enou9h to 9o there in such a BIG 9roup.?

suspicious of us jiu hao le. the most let you check our ba9. wa. still show us bad attitude lor. when i say bad. it was VERY bad.

in the end really cannot take it. `zhen's cousin pei us complain to the duty supervisor. we claim for an apolo9y. esp. `zhen. cus she is the one bein9 suspected. just because she open her ba9. nonsensical lor.

anyway. i was real soton9. didn't know what exactly thin9s were 9oin9 on. until `evelyn shouted:" hey. ta huai yi wo men tou don9 xi lei. " then i know what is 9oin9 on. he3s. bi99est joke of the year.

i think the 2 sales 9al must be feelin9 so re9ret of 9ivin9 such bad sttitude. cus they will not ima9ine that we will actually make a bi9 thin9 out of it ba. but no. they see us youn9 9o0d to bully. don't care. they must learn their lesson. >.<

`minty min `zhen & `kelly are real an9ry. `evelyn is so attitude. `snow is so darin9. hahaz.x. bin9o.


P.S. 9o0d memory. so wanna write this in my blo9. so don find it borin9 ya.? hahaz.x.

you said that you will only stop cryin9 when the sky stop rainin9.

but have you wondered.?

did you smile when the sky is bri9ht with sunli9ht.?

since people are ne9lactin9 the sunshine. then how about you.?

have you taken a closer lo0k at it when it is shinin9 bri9htly at you, hopin9 that you will be smilin9 back at it.?

there are more shinin9 days than rainin9 days.


you said: { e sky wanted to cry today..
but stopped~ why?!
cox e sky ish tryin9 to hold back its tearsx..
is it?! but why should him?!
cox.. he still carexs for e ppl,
doesnt wan ppl to trap in e rain..
but how many ppl on this earth actualli appreciate him for his rain, his sunli9ht?! }


but have you wondered. the tears that you shed, that you did not hold back is hurtin9 the people around you.?!


since the sky still cares for the people. i believe you to0.


don for9et about the people who cares for you. cus you will only make them worried. sad.

the only *hui bao* that you can 9ive is to stand back onto your feet & be brave.


there is only a sky in this world. just like the only you in this world.

we do not want to lose the sky. just as much as we do not want to lose you.

the once happy you.

{ steamboat }

went for steamboat at `saybin9's aunt house. it was fun. funny 9uys speak nonsensical stuffs. rewatched the superstar finals. suddenly found out that `kelly not VERY pretty na. he3s. she is `yien's wife orhs. we shall see.

went esplanade & po0l after that. donoh why i cannot score de lei. no matter how attentive i listen to the 9uys' instructions. `minty min don wanna play thou9h. hmmm.

hai hao la.


{ i want our study week }

very lon9 le. don see why we still don have our study week. 9uess will study better ba i 9uess. wake up le study. study le jiu sleep. bin9o life.

hopefully our study week will be here. (:



{ think to0 much }

don wanna mention more. but 9uess just take thin9s as simple as possible ba. life will be better every sin9le passin9 day. i believe. (:

9uess i chan9ed le ba. becomin9 more & more optimistic. better i 9uess.

`snow said: " nothin9 will chan9e even when you are sad. then why don't we just smile.?"

9uess probably that's why she will be so 看得开 ba. * clap clap *

but sometimes thin9s are not as simple as we think, we want. it is not somethin9 we can control. esp. our emotions. 9uess the only effort will can make is to see thin9s on the bri9ht side ba. oOoOooWww... so shiny.!


{ hala- hala }

very lon9 since i talk with my 2nd br0. hala hala a lot. talk a lot. family matters ba.

9uess sometimes. between family members. we have to discuss, open our heart & talk to one another more freely ba. or thin9s will be misundersto0d.

no matter what happens. 0r how bad a thin9 will become. i 9uess the most important thin9 to do is to 'safe' the family ties & bonds. it may not be easily broken. but it has the most hurtful impact of all the love we have ba.

talk to him till the both of us cry. chat till 1 am. sad. but warmin9.

* face the ups & downs.
bravely. *

{ happy happy }

ta.ta. is back le. he3s. finally.


{ a stupid encounter }

hmmm. went to compass point with `snow yesterday. to0k a bus. on the bus. `snow found a quote sayin9 this:

爱一个人很辛苦， 但，找一个爱我的人更辛苦。

`snow & me start lau9hin9 rather loudly. but both of us know. it means a 9reat thin9 ba. reflect reflect.

in the nutshell: have to treasure 爱你的人哦！


{ lame partner of mine }

`yC recently crazy crazy de. so lame suddenly. 9uess is `cause he to0 xin9 fu le that's why ba.

nvm. i 9o0d mo0d t0day. so yuan lian9 ni. he3s.


P.S. don't know what is the use of writin9 this post. but i 9uess the main purpose is to say ta.ta. is back le ba. >.<

{ no-mo0d day }

hmmms. donoh why. was lo0kin9 around in the net. then suddenly have the ur9e to blo9.

esp. when sometimes i lazy to blo9.

weird me.

nothin9 much happen today. just stayed in scho0l till like 9 pm. freakin9 tired.

i like spendin9 more time in scho0l than in my h0me sweet h0me.

learn pretty much today. but. talk a lot to0. he3s. first time see `mel0dy in scho0l study. everytime she will 9o home study than stay in scho0l de ba.

must fulfil my chemistry plan this week. thou9h i know it is pretty tou9h. (:


{ hardworkin9 le wor }

`minty min like practically every ni9ht stay in scho0l lor. hmmms. this is 9oin9 to be real tired for her. hmmm. really la. she need to have more sleep than what she is havin9 now. or she will fall de lor.

SO! take my advice for the day, my dear 9al!



{ 3 more days }

ta.ta. will be back so0n le. tolerate.



there are a lot of questions left unanswered after a relationship ba.

i rather chose to be kept in the dark than t0 ask about it. `cause i think it will be very hurtful ba.

however, `snow had a different point of view orhs. she likes to find out about everythin9 that went wron9. she don't like the uncertainty.

how about you ne.? you will chose to find out, or treat it as if nothin9 happens.?

there are advanta9es to both ends ba.

but i 9uess. no matter how you chose to deal with it. the next one will always be the better one.

i believe. (:

cus i am.

{ ok ok la }

win le la. i am the most to0pid 9al in the whole world nor. he3s. real ben dan.

`snow nv say but `minty min they all also know. but like only i donoh. somemore i became the bri9htest bulb le still donoh. haiyo. blur me.

but still. happy for `snow ba. hahaz.x. xin9 fu de nu ren. jus believe in whatever you do. you may not have the confidence but. pass by a day with only a step. man man lai. it may be a blessin9 by the end of the day.

被祝福的爱情才是幸福的嘛！

just be happy with what you have now.

you ar! complicated lei. be it yourself or the relationship. but still. i believe you will SMILE! (:


{ makin9 myself busy }

ta.ta. will be 9oin9 batam for 4 days le. hmmms.

i will take care of myself this few days de. promise!

don worry for me k.? take 9o0d care of yourself to0.

muacks.