Friday, May 19, 2006
陌生人最终还是会是陌生人。即使是最熟悉的那个。今天晚上做了一个挺愚蠢的事。走了40分钟的路。15 分钟到你家，20 分钟到我家。
虽然拿了东西就走人是有点没礼貌。但是我真的不知道要如何去面对。
这段路显得有点长，走起来真的还蛮辛苦一下的。但是，我处理得很好。。。至少我是这么认为的。
眼泪在翻滚，但始终没有滴下来。以前的你应该也是像我一样笨吧？现在的你非常残忍，但也反应出当初我对你的伤害。幸好，到了最后，我还是为了你做了件愚蠢的事。
走着走着，发现自己也越来越寂寞。
“你要求一片天空，请我还给你自由，却没想过，我从来不曾住在你心中。
或许我早该看通，我们不会再有以后。
喔，也许，也许有一天你也会寂寞。。。”
我逐渐地发现自己的寂寞了。
就像每个公主一样，我有个骑士。只是，他是个陌生的骑士。
Friday, May 12, 2006
i guess. i have to admit that i am a rather selfish girl. life is going on smoothly for me that i tend to forget about what i have around me. i do not dare to blend myself in the fairy tales. but sometimes. scenarios that happen in fairy tales are the most suitable way to describe life.
every lady in the world is a princess in her own part of her life. no matter if she has found her prince or not. she hopes to have a knight by her side to protect her.
Princes come and go. the correct prince charming will be the last to make her cry. however. there will always be one and only knight by her side. some princesses take her knight for granted. but some appreciate him like treasure.
but there are 2 things that i found out. i have a knight by my side all along. and. a knight will always stay as a knight. there is no way he can become a prince.
of course. people will think that it is more fortunate to be a prince than a knight. but hey. every man in the world is also a prince for his part of life. a man can be a prince and knight at the same time. but definitely. for 2 different princesses. the role of a prince and knight is different. very in fact.
{ for stranger. }
you have always been a wonderful knight in my life. a tree to be more precise. a tree that will always be next to me. you will not move out of my life. but there seems to be a boundary around you. that makes me keep a distance from you. no reason why. but it is just pricking me so hard on the skin that i dare not get close to you anymore.
never in my life have i feel so pathetic before. and i cannot imagine that it was you, to be the cause of this pathetic feeling. i know that in every part of my life. i will get hurt. but i thought that it will definitely not because of you. but it proves to be wrong again and again.
i've learn my lesson. but i will not apply it in this platonic friendship of ours. probably disappointed. probably regret. it is not your fault sincerely. i am the cause of everything that is happening.
或许就是因为没有被伤害过，所以一旦被刺痛了，就会伤得很深，很痛。
i've learnt it in the hard way. but i know that i will get off your back now. i will no longer be a pain on your neck. i will not rely on you. anymore. i promise.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
{ announcement }hahaz.x. was actually talking to my class online just now. guess everyone is busy with their projects. hmmm. jia you.
(:
yes. i need to announce that my class guys are indeed crappy. BUT!!!! they are a group of good guys.!!! hahahz.x. so as to prevent them from saying me again. hahaz.x.
but sincerely. they are all well. very fun to be with. (: cheers.!!
LADIES are better though. hahaz.x. cus i am one myself. 1K03, jia you!!
{ hui shi's company }
sincerely. rather stressed up day by day in poly. everything is so tensed up. projects coming up day after day. 4 projects in total i guess. hmmm. seriously need a break time.
but hey. went out with `hui shi on friday and stayed at her house on saturday till today. it was a good laughing time.
went to watch -daisy-. a korean movie. it was bingo i should say. i just love this kinda show. rather draggy in the front. `hui shi said she needed to force herself to be awake.
but it is romantic. the drawings were very nice. the scenaries and environment are just my dreamland.
love can be easily missed due to some miscommunication. but it can be found by just using your heart.
ate my long awaited cheese fondue at suntec. it was just so fabulous. lol. but i guess i will grow fat a few tonnes more. seriously.
gtg. getting tired. wanna. sleep. & ya.
YIEN!!! i miss you!!! meet up someday ya.? that day i ALMOST can meet u guys de. but.... haiyo. nvm. got chance de. (: let's sing KBOX again.