{ jue dui superstar }

haiyo. reali veh sad na. LEON nv 9o in. hmmm. guess i expected it actualli.

min min so evil nor. she asked mi help her vote 15 votes for WEI JIAN. oh my 9od. i almost fainted. HELLO~ i support LEON & she ask mi vote 15 votes for WEI JIAN?! haiyo. in the end still vote. feel so dui bu qi to LEON. >.<

kelly bin9o seh. power. she deserve to 9o in la. so ok lor. happi for her seh. sad for chanel. think tat she should be in ba.

JASON & RUTH there to occupy space onli. hahaz.x. evil me.


{ stairway to heaven }

this weekend i rush throu9h -stairway to heaven- a.k.a. -tian tan9 de jie ti-.

hmmm. so so freakin9 nice. veh sad nor. i practically cried in every episode lor. the male main actor is my new idol. lol. for9otten his name. but he is the main actor in the korean movie. [ wo de ye man nu jiao shi. ] he is so cute & handsome nor. lol. *faintin9*

storyline: don feel lik sayin9. too lon9 le. but think the plot quite nice. veri easy to understand ba.

endin9: don like the endin9. to0 over le. like back to the be9innin9 nor. so mani ppl die. haiyo. typical korean show kinda endin9. if the 2 lovers have happi endin9 will be best.


{ 9rown- up }

9uess when u 9row up. ur views on everythin9 chan9es ba.

when i am youn9er. i like shows with sad endin9. think everyone die will be so romantic. but now. think i chan9e my views le ba.

i want a happy endin9. a sweet be9innin9 mus aso end with a fulfillin9 endin9 ba. i want to see the 2 love-birds end up happily ever after.

perhaps. it will make mi feel better... feel that `hey~ life is not tat bad after all!'

or maybe. cux in my life. i went throu9h a couple of sad endin9s. be it mine or my frenx. therefore. i wan to see a happy endin9 ba. :)


{ cryin9 out love in the centre of the world }

P.S. this is a movie that i wanted so badly to watch. but jus cannot squeeze out the time ba. :(

if i reali wan to cry out love, where can i find the centre of the world.?

if i reali have the ur9e to cry out love, wad is my reason.? wad makes mi wan to do it.

9uess. it was when u lost someone u love deeply ba. hopefulli. when u cry out in the centre of the world. he/she will be able to hear u ba.

my centre of the world is a place where beautiful memories are locked in. a place where i can cry out loud. throw my tantrum. whine. lau9h. locked myself in.

this place can onli be found deep inside my heart ba. noone can enter this territory of mine. unless u touched my heart. but unfortunately, 9uess this heart, this territory of mine is locked firmly. it is as hard as stone ba.

everyone has their very own -centre of the world- mine is in my heart. where's yours?

do u open it up to everyone or do u keep it to urself jus like me.? locked & left for myself.

:)

{ mu9 hard }

bein9 mug9in9 hard these 2 daes. yesterdae jus study with -mel at library. not bad. 9ot alot of satisfaction.

to0pid lady. buy wron9 drink for mi to0. haiyo. cannot make it la she.

{ my partner, yon9 chen9. }

haiyo. he hot topic of the month. quite stress ba him. nv tok bout his stuff these few daes is tryin9 not to make thin9s worse. but. now. should be ok la.

i no in position to sae. jus lend ni a listenin9 ear. anithin9 don scare ma fan mi. i can listen de. in class if u don tok to mi u sure slp de. sho tok more k. >.<

jia you. jus be happi. be true to ni the feelin9s. wad u think is correct jiu shi correct. noone understands more than u do ba. jus be urself. ur happi self.

take the risk ba. explain for urself if u don feel 9o0d. if matter 9oes worse nvm. at least u had put in effort in savin9 this relationship.

neway. 9lad u noi where is ur mistakes. sae sorrie. thou9h it may not solve anithin9. but at least it is better than nothin9.

indeed. u may be a JERK to some people. but. be a responsible JERK. cux no matter wad. u can nv clear ur name from bein9 a JERK. cus u are. [ well, u are in the wron9 from keepin9 the truth.] orbi la.

jus make the best out of the worse. in this way. all of u will be happi na.

the worst feelin9 of losin9 a relationship is not feelin9 lost. sad. an9ry. hatred. but.
REGRET ba.

don make her feel re9ret of noi-in9 u. & don u ever re9ret of the past.

u may be an9ry with her. but. if durin9 this 100+ daes. she wasn't around. ur life will not be as fulfillin9 ba.

happi always k?!

{ i miss my bi9 brother }

my 9e9e 9o army le. 2 weeks wont be comin9 home le. noi i not every nite will see him. but. HELLO?! this time is for a freakin9 14 daes. 9od.

he is in the commando donoh wad de. but heard is tou9h out there ba. jus hope tat he will be fine. put in his 101 effort. make the NEO family proud of him. 9eex. [ in case some people donoh, my real surname is NEO. ] am proud of it.

{ jue dui superstar }

i swear! i am not 9oin9 to support animore of the superstar le. all i support de nv 9o in. reali no lor.

f2 kelly shouldnt be out. lo0ks. voice. style. fi9ure. everythin9 she has. and freakin9 hell?! she's out?! 9o0dness. she is my favourite lady participant nei.

m3 wei jian shouldn't be out either. cute. voice. 9o0d-lo0kin9. wahever. moreover. if he 9ets into revival round. my favourite LEON 9ot little chance le. :(

LEON!!! ar9h! he's out. my 9od. ok. i DONT like him. sho next time. he better be in. better be.

f3 lijun out go0d la. don like her. hahaz.x. evil me.

sorrie eve- noi u support her. but i reali don like the f1 RUTH. she. donoh how say. so -nana- . ar9h. don like her.

unfair na. haiyo. veh sad lei.

life's full of unfair. jus wish for a teeny-weeny bit of luck & supports ba.

{ jue dui superstar }

oh my 9od. i am so in love with m4 LEON. he is so charmin9 na. cannot stay it. when he smile. 2 cheek bones hi9h hi9h de. veri few 9uys will have them nor.

some more. he is so freakin9 talented. ok la. i a9ree with wad the jud9es say. but still he's not bad ma. >.<

he is definately my type of 9uy. 9entleman lo0kin9. not to0 shuai. charmin9. small eyed. but hai. he lon9 hair. short hair better. but nvm. suits him. still my prince charmin9. lol.

hope he 9ets in. hai. but donoh why those i wish to 9o in the nv 9o in. hai. nvm. life's unfair.

{ war of the worlds }

went to orchard after scho0l todae. watch movie with `melody `kailin9.

but. i reali don understand why. nowsadays. directors love to have an interestin9 be9innin9 but a bad endin9. hai. reali leh. not 9o0d de endin9. can be better ba.

tom cruise quite wimpy in the show.

{ personality test }

Introspective
Sensitive
Reflective

You come to grips more frequently and thoroughly with yourself and your environment than do most people. You detest superficiality; you'd rather be alone than have to suffer through small talk. But your relationships with your friends are highly intensive, which gives you the inner tranquility and harmony that you need in order to feel good. You do not mind being alone for extended periods of time; you rarely become bored.

P.S. kailin9. no meanin9ful stuffs todae. rushin9 for time na. 9eex.

{ huh?! }

jus read someone's blo9. found out somethin9 tat pretty surprise me. hmmm. but none of my business neway.

but.. why tat 9al?! hai.

{ cash-faced }

don understand why people can chan9e so much cus of money. idiot. freakin9. i noi i am not respectful. but. how bout the respect my mama need?

for so mani years. u had nv treat her as a family. hyprocrite. my mama deserve wad she needs & wad she should have.

u should already be 9lad tat she did not ask for half of them. all she wants is a necklace & bracelet for memories. moreover, even if my mama nv ask for it. you should have taken the initiative to 9ive her some. she has the ri9ht to keep some. not as if my mama is fi9htin9 all for u.

u are real lucky tat my mama is pretty 9o0d temper. if i am my mama. i make sure i 9et wad i wanted. i am willin9 to scream to the top of my lun9s if it is necessary.

now, even thou9h a necklace is wad my mama had now. she is contented.

i am proud of my mama. she portrayed a go0d example for me.

{ nice environment }

i chan9ed place. not in the front seat animore. at the 4th ba.

my partner is none other than mr lim yon9 chen9. hahaz.x. so funni.

nv sit with him b4 nor. heard my frenx sae sit wit him quite ok. now finalli understand. not bad la. smart partner i have. 9eex.

competitor aso. todae we compete who finish A maths the fastest. hmm. same same nor. don lo0k down on me k? >.<

{ 9ame of love }

who will win, who will lose?

or is it not important?

more importantly is throu9h the process. it is fun. happi. enjoyable.

learn from the downs. & treasure the ups.

the points that u earn jiu keep it deep in the heart. don lose it. but occasionalli. take the risk & play with it. it may brin9 splendid treasures.