Friday, May 12, 2006
i guess. i have to admit that i am a rather selfish girl. life is going on smoothly for me that i tend to forget about what i have around me. i do not dare to blend myself in the fairy tales. but sometimes. scenarios that happen in fairy tales are the most suitable way to describe life.
every lady in the world is a princess in her own part of her life. no matter if she has found her prince or not. she hopes to have a knight by her side to protect her.
Princes come and go. the correct prince charming will be the last to make her cry. however. there will always be one and only knight by her side. some princesses take her knight for granted. but some appreciate him like treasure.
but there are 2 things that i found out. i have a knight by my side all along. and. a knight will always stay as a knight. there is no way he can become a prince.
of course. people will think that it is more fortunate to be a prince than a knight. but hey. every man in the world is also a prince for his part of life. a man can be a prince and knight at the same time. but definitely. for 2 different princesses. the role of a prince and knight is different. very in fact.
{ for stranger. }
you have always been a wonderful knight in my life. a tree to be more precise. a tree that will always be next to me. you will not move out of my life. but there seems to be a boundary around you. that makes me keep a distance from you. no reason why. but it is just pricking me so hard on the skin that i dare not get close to you anymore.
never in my life have i feel so pathetic before. and i cannot imagine that it was you, to be the cause of this pathetic feeling. i know that in every part of my life. i will get hurt. but i thought that it will definitely not because of you. but it proves to be wrong again and again.
i've learn my lesson. but i will not apply it in this platonic friendship of ours. probably disappointed. probably regret. it is not your fault sincerely. i am the cause of everything that is happening.
或许就是因为没有被伤害过，所以一旦被刺痛了，就会伤得很深，很痛。
i've learnt it in the hard way. but i know that i will get off your back now. i will no longer be a pain on your neck. i will not rely on you. anymore. i promise.