{ reflection}

人群里面那个我，把幸福遗落。
那曾经走过的路口，我停了你却走。
我想捂住我的耳朵，听不见你说：
爱就在此刻，松手 分手 放手。

我猜不透，不猜透。
和你背对背的走。
原来怪我没有，
没有爱情的天分，你才要走。

我想要学会自我催眠，痛觉会少一点。
潜意识作祟，想着想到失眠。
我躺在没有你的房间，
寂寞更加明显。
我渐渐的自我催眠，
却回不到从前。

等着红灯那个我，
还会向前走。
也许那幸福的执着，
在下一个路口。
专属铃声我还留着，却静静沉默。
在我们之间，爱了 放了 散了。

我会不说，不想说。
怕说了也没有用。
现在我的幽默，
只是掩饰着心痛，我的难过。

我想要学会自我催眠，
聪明再多一些。
潜意识作祟，想着想到失眠。
我走在没有你的世界，却走不到永远。
我渐渐的自我催眠，慢慢闭上双眼。

son9 By: 罗志祥 --- 自我催眠

watched this show de mtv. i must say. other than mtvs. i nv seen another one that is so freakin9 nice.

hahaz.x.

the main actors just continue lau9hin9. ne9ectin9 the sad side of themselves.

there are these words at the side:
你是真的快乐吗？
还是害怕承认？
以为这样痛苦才会少一点。
所以选择催眠自己。
装着看不见，
这样快乐就不会离去。

maybe. it is the best way to console oneself ba. treat it as nothin9 will happen. maybe somethin9 that i always hope that i can do. but it is not easy at all. not at all.

{ play po0l }

went to play po0l today. fun la. `derek `yien very lousy today. hahaz.x.

ok la. better than wo.

(:

then i left my stuffs at the place when i left. one 9uy ran all the way down to return. wow. impressed. cus he lo0ked a bit -ben9-. `minty min & `eve were like. buy him a drink.!

no way nor. stran9er to him. how can buy. hahaz.x. money precious. stin9y of me. but really no need ma. don't even know who is the 9uy. thanks him anyway.


{ ta.ta }

9ees. very cold toni9ht. ta.ta send wo home orhs. so lon9 nv see him le.

(: