{ rest rest }

yesterday nv update my blo9. don blame me. i sick na. so. ya. for9iven.

hehez.x.

sick till quite serious. feelin9 so hot. (:

suppose to 9o watch just like heaven with `snow de. in the end cannot nor. don wanna disturb her ma. then in the end still 9ot so many li9ht bulbs. if i know earlier. i thick skin 9o le.

i re9ret not 9oin9 to watch lor. `snow describe till so freakin9 nice. somemore she rarely say a show very nice de nor. so. if she says nice. it is freakin9 nice.

hai. turn back time please?

{ a stron9 son9 }

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Son9 By: Kelly Clarkson --- Because of you

love this son9 to bits. ever since the first time i heard the son9. without knowin9 the lyrics. now that i know the lyrics. i feel quite sad for the son9.

if this son9 really represent someone's feelin9. it is not very pleasant, isn't it.?

we learn by example. if the example does not have a fulfillin9 life & pass every despondent day with tears. we tend to see life as a cruel pathway instead.

my examples who are my family are rather optismistic. thou9h i am not VERY optismistic. but. ok la. not to0 bei 9uan till wanna commit suicide. in fact. i love myself quite a lot. i find committin9 suicide is a fo0lish thin9 to do. but sometimes it is understandable. worst of all is to commit suicide for love. cannot understand it.

indeed. life belon9s to ourselves. but we must never for9et the persons who give us the life.

(:

{ chalet }

i am 9oin9 for chalet le. class 9atherin9. hehez.x. must be very fun le. cannot wait till it.

i am stayin9 overni9ht. muahahaha. so happy.