{ anchorpoint }

went to anchorpoint to raise funds yesterday. hmmm. i am 9oin9 crazy. i am havin9 history on monday & i went to do volunteer work.

nvm la. at least i did somethin9 meanin9ful ba. feel contented ba.

after that. S.C.S frens with me and `kai went to Hou9an9 Plaza there to eat dinner nor. talk alot yesterday. the adults can really lau9h & joke. moreover. they are like in their late 20s le.

yesterday i lao mao pin9 happen a9ain. back pain ba. hmmm. i have to 9o for check up on 1st of October a9ain. hmmm. a little bit scare. `cause donoh what happen to my back nor. scare to0 serious le. hmmm.

"bein9 youn9 may not be act cute. but maybe a mean to think back the best times you have last time ba. "


{ break down }

prelims endin9 le. this is somethin9 to be happy for. but it means that Os is approachin9 ba.

a couple of my friends really break down le ba. 9uess all of us have a new thin9 in common. probably. we take our Os too heavy le ba. maybe. we will have to let 9o a bit le ba.

用平常心去对待的考试， 或许会考得更好吧？

sometimes. it seems quizzical to me. we lo0k so well every sin9le day. as if we are really takin9 our Os li9htly ba. we don't lo0k like those who will take our results to0 heavily de ba. but how come, we will be in this pathetic state.?

probably. due to influence ba. teachers place tons of stress on us. because we are the reflection to their capabilities. if we do well. it implies that they teach us well. ya. their contibution cannot be ne9lacted. but have they wondered. can we take everythin9 that is placin9 on us.?

maybe. we need some space to breathe. to relax ba.

childho0d is no lon9er a simple thin9 in life. it is meant to be innocent. but why does thin9s turn out to be the opposite of what it seems to be. so freakin9 complicated.


To: `sassy 9 cube `mel0dy `kai `huishi & `whoever. jia you ba. i don't lo0k forward to say go0dbye to you 9uys. but. i really lo0k forward to the end of Os. ironic yea.?