Thursday, August 11, 2005
* when thin9s 9o out of hand,
it's better to leave it untouched. *
- advice of the dae -
it's better to leave it untouched. *
- advice of the dae -
{ ben dan }
sometimes jus find tat 9als are so to0pid ba. rather torture ourselves in memories.
read 2 frens blo9s todae. both blo9s are meant to be a secret. so cannot sae out their name. read le. suddenly feel like cryin9 for them. 9uess they noi i tokin9 bout them nor.
somehow saw my reflection in them ba. but 9uess. i learn to let 9o le. so hai hao. but these 2 ben nu ren. reali havta jia you ba.
don let the 9uys see the vulnerable side of us. ya. may be my principle ba. donoh why i hav tat lame principle. but. mayb in this way, we will be stron9er ba. & onli in this way. we will not be hurt so muchie.
`kailin9 had mentioned somethin9 todae. me & `melody alot of differences. yea. both of us a9ree to a 9reat extent. she more sacrificial. while i more self-centered ba i 9uess.
after an endin9 of a relationship. she hoped tat the other party will be happi. whereas for mi. i wan to be happier than the other party. cus i think in this way, the other party will be more fan9 xin9 to let mi 9o in the first place. & thus, will not feel so 9uilty ba.
is it meant to be an excuse? how bout ni ne?
{ cryin9 out in the rain }
one of the ben nu ren likes to cry in the rain na. i a9ree with her ba. cryin9 out in the rain. no one will see ba. no one will noticed. no one will bother.
somehow, the rain can wash away the sadness.
then she aso say. if u wan her to stop cryin9. then make sure the sky stop cryin9 to0.
will the sky eva stop? & will she eva stop cryin9?
{ cannot let 9o }
no special meanin9 for this son9. but it is a nice son9 i think. hopefulli this son9 does not represent my feelin9s le. but mayb to my 2 frens ba.
sometimes jus find tat 9als are so to0pid ba. rather torture ourselves in memories.
read 2 frens blo9s todae. both blo9s are meant to be a secret. so cannot sae out their name. read le. suddenly feel like cryin9 for them. 9uess they noi i tokin9 bout them nor.
somehow saw my reflection in them ba. but 9uess. i learn to let 9o le. so hai hao. but these 2 ben nu ren. reali havta jia you ba.
don let the 9uys see the vulnerable side of us. ya. may be my principle ba. donoh why i hav tat lame principle. but. mayb in this way, we will be stron9er ba. & onli in this way. we will not be hurt so muchie.
`kailin9 had mentioned somethin9 todae. me & `melody alot of differences. yea. both of us a9ree to a 9reat extent. she more sacrificial. while i more self-centered ba i 9uess.
after an endin9 of a relationship. she hoped tat the other party will be happi. whereas for mi. i wan to be happier than the other party. cus i think in this way, the other party will be more fan9 xin9 to let mi 9o in the first place. & thus, will not feel so 9uilty ba.
is it meant to be an excuse? how bout ni ne?
{ cryin9 out in the rain }
one of the ben nu ren likes to cry in the rain na. i a9ree with her ba. cryin9 out in the rain. no one will see ba. no one will noticed. no one will bother.
somehow, the rain can wash away the sadness.
then she aso say. if u wan her to stop cryin9. then make sure the sky stop cryin9 to0.
will the sky eva stop? & will she eva stop cryin9?
{ cannot let 9o }
我不想再看见你 ，让别人牵着你的手。
好难过的我。
我不想再听见你 ，借着朋友告诉我： 生日快乐，你还爱我
我的责任离开了生活。
好不习惯已自由的我 。
宁愿再忍受见面却没有话说。
干脆让眼泪慢慢的流，让自己忘了快乐是什么。
都分了这么久，我真的还是不懂 。
哦，其实我放心不下，你最近过的好吗？
我知道割舍以后不能再想。
回到走过的地方，我们的记号还在墙上。
但没人陪我回想当时的模样。
知道你放心不下，不要再流泪好吗？
放手不是我要的唯一解答。
谁对谁错又怎样，能不能就此算了好吗 ？
爱过你我没忘。
就这样 。
好难过的我。
我不想再听见你 ，借着朋友告诉我： 生日快乐，你还爱我
我的责任离开了生活。
好不习惯已自由的我 。
宁愿再忍受见面却没有话说。
干脆让眼泪慢慢的流，让自己忘了快乐是什么。
都分了这么久，我真的还是不懂 。
哦，其实我放心不下，你最近过的好吗？
我知道割舍以后不能再想。
回到走过的地方，我们的记号还在墙上。
但没人陪我回想当时的模样。
知道你放心不下，不要再流泪好吗？
放手不是我要的唯一解答。
谁对谁错又怎样，能不能就此算了好吗 ？
爱过你我没忘。
就这样 。
Son9 By: 放心不下---动静乐团。
no special meanin9 for this son9. but it is a nice son9 i think. hopefulli this son9 does not represent my feelin9s le. but mayb to my 2 frens ba.