{ xin9 fu de nu ren }

mana9e to be able to mu du a very sweet present given to someone la.

let the realistic me be meng huan today ba.

fairytale will onli be happy & fulfillin9 when u are willin9 to open up ya heart to others ba. ben nu ren. u are xin9 fu de. cus u reali received e most wonderful present in the world.

hahaz.x. in the end i so to0pid. she didn't cry. i almost cry cux i am touched by the faithful 9uy. but one thin9 i can see from her eyes. she is freakin9 touched.



{ realistic me }

`mel0dy `kai lin9 `maureen always say i very realistic ba. esp. `mel0dy. but hor. i wanna tell her: cus u to0 men9 huan le la.! >.<

there is nothin9 much that i dislike about myself. cus in my mentality. i always think that the most cruel thin9 that u can do to yourself is to hate ni zi ji.

but sometimes. i jus don like bein9 so realistic. think to0 much le. nv allow myself to jus dream. jus ima9ine. jus blend myself in the happy fairytale. don know why. but just can't brin9 myself to do it. cus i keep knowin9 that it was so fake. so... unrealistic.

but i think last time de me is very men9 huan de ba. but sassy 9 frens would always pull me back to reality. tell me: hey?! wake up!! i feel fortunate to be pulled back to reality or i will be full of hurts now ba. really have to thank them ba.

after seein9 so many xin9 fu and hurts. i still conclude to myself. there is no fairytale. oooWww.. so realistic.



{ rainbow life }

but i believe in havin9 a rainbow life.

`snow. rainbow life does exist. ur rainbow is buried inside ni de heart. u don seem to dare to face it. but reali. u are not as bad as u think. ur life is not as dark as u ima9ined. u will see ur rainbow the moment u open up ya heart and tell a lo0k outside.

hey. last year le. end it with a bi9 ban9. b0o0m..!!



{ a moment to remember }

watched the show with `kai they all. very late then they 9o home ba.

eraser in my head. hopefully i can really have a eraser in our head. erase every sin9le sad memories. & keep all the 9o0d ones. only in this way. we will be happy. sha la la..~