{ wu liao }



donoh why suddenli this thin9y happens a9ain. probably. no one will be on our side a9ain.



but to whoever-it-may-concern:
we are not e one startin9 it. make this clear. scold us -bitch if u like. don think we bother tat much le ba.

wad i promised i had fulfilled. but i've said. i cannot promise tat we won do anithin9 if they themselves find trouble with us. 9uess wad. it is reali happenin9.



jus sick & tired of havin9 all e blame on us. sae tat we are askin9 for sympathy or wad is up to u. but wad we are sayin9 are facts. wad happened is true. they started it & it cannot be chan9ed.



hah~ finalli the so-called an9el is voicin9 out. not in her business but in other's business. hey? take care of ya stuffs first k? at least i took care of mine b4 i cared bout others. i made mah stuffs clear le b4 i start anithin9 ba.



mayb u 9uys won understand why i am so a9itated. but plx. the one involved is mah best of fren. i had seen her throu9h her saddess moments. the least thin9 tat i can do as a fren is to prevent history to repeat itself ba -- at least for her history.



oh ya. 9uys~ plz don involve urself into this. or else ppl will start sayin9 we are contradictin9. but since it is openly in frenster. i am not surprised to expect the whole of mah class to noi bout this incident tat is happenin9 ba.



{ no more second thou9hts }



9uess i hav no more burden le ba. i hav lost some of e thin9s i treasured. all i left now is family love & frenship. mayb love ba.



famili love is difficult to come-by & definately difficult to be lost. futhermore, i had been 9uardin9 it all alon9. i am confident in it. so no worries.



second priority of mah life is frenship le. i will hold on to it, protect it. at least tat is wad i aim to do. i may have lost some of them. but i learn to hold on to wad is left. last time i may be a bad fren. but in this secondary life, i learnt alot. hope tat i have chan9ed for u 9uys. & the way i chan9ed is better of cux. >.< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">`sassy 9 cube `hui shi `melody & more. las year le. let's make it more fulfillin9, more interestin9. may our frenship lasts foreva. from this incident, we understand & experience how stron9 our frenship is bah.



as for love. for mah a9e. shuo bu shan9 love ba. still youn9. experienced de is nothin9 to adults de bah. but. i learnt from mah past. lost the one tat i treasured the most cus of yi shi de con9 don9. now re9ret aso won brin9 him back le. but. i have learnt le bah. next relationship will be better one.



lesson learnt: it may seemed ok at first when u lose him. but after a lon9 period of time, it is real devastatin9 ba.



in conclusion: i noticed nothin9 to bother mi le. freedom in a way. but still lon9ed for the past nah. :)



think tat i am xin9 fu de. veh little re9rets in life le. so. i am not pathetic. i hav mah frenx, family & loved ones. thanks 9uys for bein9 there.



{ 9oldfish 9al }



jia you~ u can do it de. u are more yon9 9an than ni expect. so. it is not the end of the world. there is still a little hole at the bottom. it may be difficult but jus squeeze throu9h it. by the time ni finish and 9ot out, the world will belon9s to u.



P.S. wow. lon9 entry. but at least i meant every sin9le word.