Saturday, May 28, 2005
P.S. now in melody de house. cux yesterdae veh rush. tat why nv write muchie yesterdae.alot of thin9s happen these daes ba. hmmm. don wish to comment on anithin9 le.
we hav our own stand jiu shi le. we can think e way we wan it ba. jux tryin9 to minimise e ppl involve. onli will re lai bu bi yao de ma fan. most impt is don wan lian lei dao own frenx le.
{rainbow}
few daes a9o. we saw a nicie rainbow. nv feel so excited b4. cux las time saw de shi hou is alone de.
but this time is wid wo de frenx. somemore -xue er- nv see rainbow b4. hahaz.x. mountain turtle ar?
but sad to sae, it is an upsided rainbow. tat y abit sad ba.
like wad -eve- saes: it may be upsided. but if u look it in e other way, it is smilin9 at u ba.
cheer up mah 9al. jia you. mei you thin9s tat are always bad all e way de.
mei hao de shi qin9 sure will happen de.
- onli if u believe, miracles will happen.-
- onli if u believe, u will be happi. -
{`zhen qu}
reali everythin9 havta fi9ht fer it ma? cannot let nature takes its course ma?
i m a 9al who will fi9ht for wad i wan, provided if i nv own it before ba.
but.
i m not a 9al who will `zhen qu back somethin9 i lost le ba. i choose to end le jiu zhe yan9 ba.
even if wo re9ret it. wo still don hav e coura9e le ne.
mayb in -his heart, wo alreadi not there le ba. `zhen qu aso no use ba. onli mak zi ji more depressed dui ba.
-hai pa shan9 hai-
i reali don care if it is an excuse or wad. but reali cux of tis stop wo ba.
cux nv contact wit -him le. gen ben shi stran9ers le ba. when i hav not confidence in 9ettin9 -him back, how do u expect mi to `zhen qu.
9uess wadever thin9s ni do. aso need to hav a teeny weeny little bit of `confidence.
if i don. na jiu don expect mi to take e first step ba. -yien- got tell wo to zu don9. but do i even hav e chance ma? nv even contact wit one another le. yao wo zen yan9?
not tryin9 to act sad or pathetic here ba. but jus 9uess it is time for wo to face up wit mah own feelin9s le ba.
i rarely sound so sad in blog de. sho jus let wo be lik dis for once ba.
P.S. 9oin9 off le.. tata~