Thursday, July 01, 2004
P.S. somethin9 bout mi le..
过去的事可以忘了吗?
everyone have a past in the bottom of their heart..
some of them are happi;
some are memorable;
some are touchin9;
some are sad;
& some are hurtful...
i dare not say ma is the most happi one or the most hurtful one, fer i don noi the others..
but..to me...a past is a past..it is forever left alone le..
it has became ma memories..& i will try not to brin9 it up a9ain..
the past can nv be brought to the present..you may re9ret le..u may blame yaself fer everythin9..but wad done is done..it can nv be amended or chan9ed a9ain..
the mistakes & hurtful thin9s i made can nv be brou9ht forward..& it cannot be chan9ed to the better..
而且..我已失去了道歉的资格..
as fer now..i am happi wit ma life..i am contented..& i don wanna lose ma life now..
i don wan it to become a past le..
but at certain times when thin9s don 9o ma way..i will naturally feel sad..isnt it...
it is not wron9 to feel sad ar..
but why when i am happi..there will be someone who will be hurt..?
*难道..快乐有罪吗..?*
或许..这些都是我的过去所带来的吧?
我不想再回想过去了..
竟然过去了..我也不想再回头..
竟然做错了..我也再也不想纠正了..
我满意我的现在..我也不想失去了我的现在..
因为我不想再让过去重演..我不想再犯下同样的错误..
我会珍惜我现在所拥有的..
*what i truly wanna say:
如果你不满意现在的我..如果你不能接受现在的我..
那我也没有办法了..
虽然你会伤心，难过..但是我已尽力了..
我也有无助的时候..我也会有放弃的一天..
既然你不能够接受..
或许很久以前我们已经是陌生人了..
i may be selfish..but since i have came to this state..i will nv 9ive up of wad i have now..
i have to hold on to it;
protect it;
treasure it;
& love it..